Confessions

I confess that I am a weak, weak, man that keeps causing the woman he loves pain and stress and I can't seem to be strong for her like I want to be yet she still loves me despite these and more flaws and I don't understand why but I am so fucking lucky. All I can do is continue to try my best to be the kind of man that I truly believe she deserves.

I confess that it's good to not be so vague, maybe another could help. Self-deprecation isn't a good thing either, I might add. Thing is, if you realize that you're weak, you try your all to improve and even more so when it involves someone you care for.

I do try and I've been battling these issues for about a month now so I guess my strength is waning or maybe it's getting harder *not necessarily the same thing*. I realize that one issue that makes it hard for me is that this is my first relationship so it's the first time dealing with feelings and things anywhere near this.

Not to dig to deep (Also, I know I may be an ass at times, but I'm more than willing to listen in private, if you feel like you need to just vent.), but it makes it hard to get help if you only seem to want to fight alone. I get venting little bits here, but it sounds like you really should just talk it out with someone. Just remember,you're not the first nor the last to experience these things and sometimes others may just have some useful advice that you might not have considered.

I know that I need to kick his ass as a gentleman, but it is alot more complicated than just that. Distance being the main issue, and not going to jail affecting my record. I wouldn't be eligible for the school anymore if I do go to jail.

mhhh, I always found this forum interesting and i'm pretty bored. so... going to confess something here, I'll start with the lightest one. The reason I prefer female better then male is cuz when I was younger I had a big fear of men. it's a stupid fear that I had to deal with till I was 14 yrs. but then I got better and finally started to have male friend in irl. ehhh, to bad that didn't seem to last long. recently I've meet not so friendly people, which is causing me to go back to square one. which cause me to abandoning all my male friends, and hating them. I feel so horrible cuz I know it's not anybodies fault other them mine T.T

androphobia? are you scared of guys just because? or is there a reason? you dont necessarily need to get along with guys but it will kinda make it hard in the future being that guys are kind of everywhere

Like in potential job opportunities for one. I am a nice guy and I get where you come from about being afraid of men. Alot of guys are dicks, but not all.