Confessions

Just a lurker here but after seeing a particular post... Mango, I can emphasize how you feel. I graduated with a BA degree and haven't found a job since. It has been nearly nine months and still not employed. However, believe it or not, you have worth regardless. We all do. Realistically, you can't impact everyone but you can impact those you interact with thus impacting their world rather than the whole world. Think of life as a tree. You are a root, each branch are a link of something you have and each leaf are opportunities for that link. When a leaf falls off, you lost an opportunity but that doesn't mean it's completely gone. It can grow back and perhaps, the second may have been better than the first. Each branch has many leaves which means you have various opportunities, not just one. You just need to look. It can be emotionally draining but the hard work will be rewarded. Reward yourself as you go. Even if you acheived something seen as little, reward yourself. Also, don't compare your worth to money. Life is a priceless thing. You can always replace money but never a life. "I show emotions people seem to get pissed at me or annoyed. Like I have depression and all the shit that I've been dealing with since I was little. And I have no one to talk to face to face about these things. So I would post something letting out my feelings and people would be like 'oh god mango is being over emotional" so now I feel like I have to explain myself and apologize every time I let my feelings out. Which sucks." I know that feeling too well. I'll express but seen as "crazy" and such yet those "friends" still come to me for help. I still help them but not for anything in return. I was just not raised to be dick despite I can be an asshole at times.

I confess I just bought: http://cdn6.bigcommerce.com/s-3gxa4gbe/products/230/images/526/111B_BCPB_BUL__45287.1439397573.1280.1280.jpg and... http://www.westcoastshaving.com/resize/Shared/Images/Product/Taylor-of-Old-Bond-Street-Shaving-Cream-Bowl-Sandalwood/SC-TAY-01001.jpg

I... I like giant anime girls. Wow, I really confessed my secret. https://67.media.tumblr.com/c660f18a2f4a49baf160ca6651e4f7cc/tumblr_ni2pu7oqkG1rbrys3o1_500.gif