Confessions

tbh i replied to no one really, just skimmed a bit and threw that out there im tired nvm me

Bliss, I missed a word, may bad. Still standing where I stand buuuudy.

isn't that a football game? https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Blitz:_The_League here it is i think. https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Bliss_(image)

So confessions. Gonna admit this, but the Queen's blade series is actually one of my guilty pleasures. It's a so good so bad anime. xD Also, I'm fairly certain that revenge or telling people off regardless of who the person is, what she does, or if she's leading someone on for her own benefit, generally doesn't work although it depends on the type of person. I don't know the exact situation or full story, but I do have a story that's somewhat of a similar feeling of being almost manipulated.(The difference was that it was online as opposed to real life at a convention) I've mentioned this a few times but I was contacted by a cam girl in another dating site geared towards gaming. She hid her identity with a fake anime girl profile and said something along the lines of "Hey, you're cute" then gave me her gmail address. Obviously I should've know this was the sign of a red flag and I figured okay this is kinda off.. But I gave it the benefit of the doubt and I mean maybe she's an anime fan? or likes video games? Maybe we could just be friends? Previously, when I was new to the site, I was contacted before by another girl who messaged me and wanted to know me better pretty much the same deal. But it was horrible grammar and I wasn't sure cause I didn't see a profile and it was deleted when I tried to check. Anyways, I gave the 2nd user a chance because I felt a sense of guilt from before. I contacted via gmail by introducing myself and asked if she was into video games or liked anime or had any favorites? I got a response a few minutes later. It was completely irrelevant to my initial question. Instead she shared with a normal photo of herself introducing herself. I'm like okay...? "That's random." She asked what state I was from blah blah blah. The conversation seemed normal until a certain point where she asked for a favor. And shared a photo of herself completely in the nude. I'm like yup, this is extremely weird. There was more of the conversation besides that, but I very fed up and told her off with a long intelligent message about what she was doing was completely wrong. Did she care? Nope. Did anything I said matter? Nope. The responses I got were constantly robotic and I didn't seem like I was having a conversation was a human being anymore. She wanted one thing to scam and to use me for her beneficial gain. The point of the story here is, It's best to let your anger go and accept that there are people like that who are toxic for the sake of being toxic. It's their own decision in what they want to do and it's not worth the trouble to stoop to their level for revenge or whatever. Part of being human is that everyone makes mistakes and suffers consequences from them, but realizing your mistakes to better yourself is up to the individual whether it's in the present, past or future. Anyways, that's all I gotta say about that. xP

is funny how everyone lives in different worlds. i just thought of that because the word different popped into my head. who knows where those voices come from. its crazy when a real voice like its outside your ear talks to you. that's happened a couple times.