Confessions

I confess I'm getting more and more bitter about life, the people in it, and disgusted what's being consitered socially acceptable between others.

Cynical isn't the correct word for me. I can have fun, but the repeated discussions/threads make a place like this incredibly dull. Coming back after another month or so break, and the same drawn out threads, or basic reposts of previous threads are scattered galore. Very few people can have intellectual conversations, let alone even hold conversations, most people are either hyper sexual or completely antisexual, people bitch and complain about not being able to find anyone yet don't bother trying. It's the same constant shit day in and day out. Besides that, life outside of here (as well as here to a point) are all about superficiality. The ones who flaunt themselves sexually, get the attention they're craving from all the guys, and the girls eat it up. I confess this bugs the shit out of me, and I'm tired of seeing it everywhere.

Firstly age does not necessarily define maturity. Secondly Jiko is spot on with what he said. I enjoy this site for the most part but it has got pretty stale in all honesty. I think a lot of us use it as a boredom breaker and post without much thought or interest.

I ALSO confess... that a month or so ago, T-Mobile Tuesday offered a free T-Mobile branded t-shirt and OF COURSE I HAD TO GET IT!!! And it's finally shipping! It should arrive by October 16th so that feels nice, yeah.

Will take it each paragraph at a time. 1. I take breaks from time to time, last real one was about 7 months. I come back for a few friends and to see if things have changed. Plus other reasons I can't get into here. 2. People want to pick people up, that's great. More power to them. Old people are leaving for, more or less, the same as I have. Things don't have to be sexual, but as adults, it can be expected. It shouldn't be in public forum, obviously, but from observation, most people here are too afraid to even explore sexuality, as if it was something taboo. 3. I've had many intellectual conversations here. Many have gone the way of the dinosaurs in exchange of bullshit posting. I don't like using skype, and I refuse to give many people my skype, simply because I don't often use it. Yes, it's a boredom thing, but again, it's the same crap over and over. Gets dull. 4. Good night. I confess: 5. I'm waiting for a certain person to come in here with a sarcastic, somewhat passive aggressive post.

^You expecting yasshat to come agree with you? He probably will. I've met a few of my current closest friends from here so I don't have any reason to "leave" anyway. Not like I have anything better to do anyway. I just post when I feel like it. I talk on other random forums too. Currently a headphone forum and a lightsaber forum. Whatever interests I have at a particular time that I find a forum for. Sure the forum follows the same pattern because of the youth of the users. They start out as mostly high school virgins with a naïve and overly idealistic view of love and relationships thinking they are going to meet "the one" get married, have sex and live happily ever after. They are all about waiting to find love before they have sex and expecting it to last. A few years later they get their heart broken once or twice or a few times, get all emo and depressed and suicidal and post about "How do you deal with the heartbreak!" After awhile they might realize their initial views were naïve and try again and again to find a good relationship. Sometimes it might last a few years or a few months, only rarely does it lead to long-term marriage. Usually they go through more relationships over several years but end up about the same as before but approaching middle age and often somewhat angry, bitter and cynical that they can't find anyone. Eventually they get tired of all the youthful naïve drama and move on somewhere else because about everyone is younger than them on here anyway and they get tired of seeing the same silly threads. New users come on, rinse, repeat. The cycle of life, mostly dreams destroyed. A very few happily married.