Confessions

I'm worried about a special someone who's usually out and about but haven't heard anything all day from them since yesterday morning. I'm trying to remain calm but it's so hard to not let my anxiety get the best of me.

its been nice chilling at home with not doing anything, the time will end soon and ill have to ether stay here and hate it or move to my dads in the middle of nowhere.

ఠ_ఠI'm getting out of this phase.I have done nothing ..●.◉.Soul was dead..Eventually unsatisfactory performance in my job revived me..

I confess I'm like 10 mins from ending it all, decided to decorate my room without thinking of the work... I have like 3 pieces of furniture coming on Wednesday that I wanna repaint and paint some pretty flowers on and parcels are arriving all the time, still need to repaper my wall and sort out my pictures. Decided to go minimalistic and only keep things I love... mistakes were made. orz