Confessions

I confess that I say derpy shit when I'm tired. For instance I'm making myself new fingerless gloves for work by cutting off the tips of regular gloves. But for some dumb reason I took one of the pieces and put it on the tip of my finger and looked at my boyfriend and told him, "It's a finger beanie." With that, I do believe it's time for bed.

I'm worried I may kill insects unconsciously ...most of them are so small and delicate...so I don't like them staying in my room...

I can confirm that it is true about the silly sleep talk with churchie lol @enki I'm the same tbh. I confess that Kingdom Hearts 3 is coming out tomorrow and I'm excited to get off of work at midnight tomorrow after it releases and download it as soon as I can

I confess that I really need to get my hair cut. It's gotten so long that a simple task like brushing it in the morning is a hassle. ^^;

I don't go hang out with friends anymore. I avoid posting and talking about it to anyone to avoid judgment. I go to college, I work my ass off, and all of my money goes to bills. I miss my friends and they don't even bother messaging me first. I'm lonely; the weight is piling back on. It sucks... Anyways picture credit to Multishadowyoshi on deviantart

Thank you Baka. I just mean the so called friends irl that say they are my friends but never talk to me. I miss just going to someone's place and hanging out for the night, but I feel trapped now. Even in class today the entire class avoided sitting next to me and I was the only person in my row. I felt like that bullied kid again who is scared of being alone.

^I'm one of those types. I haven't seen any of my IRL friends for months, nor have I tried messaging them, but I garuntee you when I do, it will feel like no time has passed for me. I still care about them. I'm just a hermit. They know what's up.