Confessions

Except for that one girl who was being a total bitch >.< "Hey aren't you?-" "Yeah...Max ;)" "Goofy's son! Ah! He is rad!" I hate her guts...

HOLY FUCK HHNNNGGG IV NEVER HAD HOMEMADE BREAD TIL NOW ITS AMAZING *orders breadmaker*

its hard to be happy. im glad life isnt all about being happy then id fail. it isnt all about hell ether. i have no clue what it about

Before coming to this site, I never knew about the types of personality. I have always struggled with my behaviour, my capability and my identity. I always saw negatives in me and how much subpar I am compared to everyone I meet. This is what's in my brain: I am bad at studying, I am clumsy, I have a horrible memory, I can't critically think, I can't problem solve, I often panic when I am put on the spot, not a leader material, not responsive, I am bad at continuing conversation,I am bad at explaining, often look gloomy, tend to be lazy, my brain shuts down when faced with conflict, gets anxious easily, way too serious, paranoid what other thinks of me, dislike taking call/making calls, easily forget any information within a few minutes and habit of staying away from people. My intelligence: To get the average result, I have to try really hard with a great effort. I don't think I have ever gone past average result in anything. I also have trouble reading things where my mind just drifts away way too much and have to spend so much time rereading several times. I can't study/ read with any kind of noise and my brain really need absolute silence to retain my focus. It's like my attention span is like non-existent and hard time concentrating. Despite getting a post-secondary education for the2.5 time(switched my second program after the second year), my knowledge of any of the previous/current program is probably at an entry level. I am almost done with my current program but I still feel overwhelmed with my incapability. After coming to the site, I noticed this personality phrase from many people's profile. After that, I tried the test not expecting a lot and with curiosity. Throughout the test, I had constantly questioned whether I input the information with accuracy and was really nervous in regards to the result. Apparently, I have gotten an INFP and reading the description made my heart flutter/race. Despite having some similarity, I still get a bit anxious as I tend to get influenced by things like this way to easily and can't help to think whether this is true me. Once I posted my result to one of the forum, there was some positive feedback which made me really happy. After that moment, I have continuously searched personality types on internet hearing other people's story and started to embrace it. I keep thinking that "oh that's why..." or "that makes sense". I know that it can be a false illusion about the personality types but, I feel happier with it. Afterwards, I feel that instead of constantly blaming myself, it kind of turned into comprehension. I know it may be bad falling into these kinds of stuff and many may be sceptical about personality type, but I feel enlightened and start looking at myself positively due to it. I feel happier, regret not knowing it sooner, and able to tackle myself head on for my self-improvement. Thank you all those who talked to a person like me. I am greatful and glad I had met you all. I am sorry to those I hurt, will hurt. My brain often realizes things way too late and don't know what to do.

i confess big mouth isnt that bad a show it gets better as it goes on the ending of the current season was pretty good

Well, my feet hurt and work has been sucking me dry. I need a vacation, and along a similar vein, a new job. One with competent owners, preferably.

im tired, i was going to talk about a female voice ive heard a few times saying stuff like you want to buy something. where is it comming from, just in my head? plants? ghosts ect. ill think about it some other time or maybe ill hear it again