Confessions

Every day the exact same we live in a zoo. Even I dream I’m in a zoo but I’m with a girl that makes it amazing. I wonder if real life is the same way. Being with a girl makes everything amazing

@siruspoon -shrug- I dunno about that, I'd say rather than simply just being with a girl it's more of the feeling of having purpose. Having someone to truly devote yourself to and them doing the same for you, sharing the fleeting moments of happiness, sadness, anger, etc with them. Just generally having that person who accepts you for who you are and loves you unconditionally. That warmth is something that can turn a response to a "how was your day?" or "how have you been?" question from "eh, alright" to "pretty damn good" most of the time. But who am I kidding? my life's sad as fuck too. >w>

I confess i might join the anime club here if i can find out where they hold the meetings....hopefully its not lame and filled with normies

I just feel like a dog that doesn't have a good home but I want to go out and see other dogs. I have a good home but my mom and other people randomly show up, my mom owns this place and I can't just say leave me alone. It's all good I'm going to leave and figure something out when the weather is better.

I pay so low rent that its the major deterrent in me choosing another place to live. Everything around me is grossly over priced and old as shit, and the newer better stuff is even worse on price. A standard new apartment is advertised as "Luxury" and given a $1000 price tag for a 1 bed. Houses are hardly better, they're generally cheaper to own than renting a house or apartment, but you have to consider that you'd be buying a house not just renting a place. For the record I only pay $530 that includes utilities and i have basic free roam of the house. I live with the owner.