Confessions

I confess for the first time in forever. Watching or reading the fake news is funny. Always something crazy happening somewhere. Might as well grab a drink and popcorn while laughing at the rediculosness of the whole thing. https://media.giphy.com/media/6TTsXZGN5v8ru/source.gif

I confess I really wanna go to the city and take Niten Ichi-ryū classes (Two Sword Kendo). http://youtu.be/5pkGJrp9HlI

I confess that while there's nothing wrong (at face value) with me talking with people on Skype like I have been, there is a problem with how often I've been doing it. There is nothing wrong with talking with people on Skype everyday but the problem for me is that as I am healing emotionally those constant conversations and falling asleep on the phone with people every other night go from Pleasant conversations to becoming crutches and replacing the social aspect that I used to have in my last relationship. There's nothing wrong with talking with people all the time as long as it doesn't interfere with what is important and I confess that I realize then without intending for it to turn out that way the conversations become a crutch and that I need to work on having nights where I am by myself to be able to properly heal as I should.

Kid, The first step to healing is understanding what problems you have. As much as you might not want to, I have a feeling that a good long hiatus from this site might do wonders in that healing. It takes time, but quite dwelling and focus on bettering yourself for yourself.

I confess that I took up everyone's advice to me about not looking for someone to be in a relationship with. I am focusing on my curriculum and career more than anything. So if God has someone for me he will make sure I will run into her one day. Not online or going out of my way to beg for someone's love.

@solid snake Curriculum and career comes first if you are lucky. Don't let anything get in the way of that.

@lamby ohhhhhhhhh.... http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cCI18qAoKq4