Confessions

You will find someone TGWW if nothing else talking online should help you realize that there isn't anything to worry about. The worst someone can say is nothing. If you talk to people you learn how they feel on the matter which prevents the further heartbreak that can be caused by saying nothing.

Knowing is always better then no knowing so that you can be happy, At best they fill the same way at worse you still make progress.

I am sorry to hear that Ghost. I know one day you will meet a girl who you feel comfortable enough to open up to. If it helps think of them as making a friend at first then go from there. I on the other hand may not be attractive enough for a girl to be attracted to me. Every girl I have gotten close to irl and online eventually tells me that I was not attractive to them it seems. Then the friend zone happens and they ghost. I am trying super hard now to change myself physically to at least be a little attractive.

@Ghost, I could help you. As far as I know, I'm the internet's only Analyst + Therapist in existance. Consider me your personal AnalRapist. Lay down... let me get inside you and see what's going on.

Keep at it, Solid. You'll find someone to, you're a charming guy. As I mentioned I do well on strictly social settings. Also online, I do fine with women. Though in person, especially when I was working some of the women gossiped that I was creepy and I heard about it. I can be a bit cold and stand offish at first. I have a fear of rejection, not strictly in a romantic sense but just being rejected by people in general. Like my therapist mentioned it goes back to my parents. Since they came from another country and didn't accept me not being more like a person from their home country it hurt a lot as a kid. A lot of kids from foreign parents have that problem.

i think you look fine snake out of the billions of people on earth, im sure youll find more then a few who will love you for you, so try not to sweat it too much xD

@Ghost Thank you. At least someone thinks I am charming. ;__; I am so sorry to hear that man. I heard the same thing about me. That I seem kinda intimidating at first due to my broad shoulders and face I guess. I do have a kinda have a serious face. Lol So people kinda steer clear of me. Unless they know how I really am personality wise. It also doesn't help that I have social anxiety so it scares the shit out of me talking to new people at first unless I am already with friends. In other words I need a good wingman. I knew a couple of people from highschool who experienced the whole foreign family culture rejection thing. It does fuck with their heads too.