20 Questions

It's been a long time since I've posted anything. Here are some more questions, answer any of them that you want: 1. How have you been feeling lately? 2. Are you usually restless? 3. Are you excited for spring? 4. Do you think you have realistic expectations for a partner? 5. Do you ever reflect on your own actions? 6. What is the best way to eat a potato?

1. How have you been feeling lately? - Down. Uninterested. Uneasy 2. Are you usually restless? - Yes 3. Are you excited for spring? - Not really 4. Do you think you have realistic expectations for a partner? - Yes 5. Do you ever reflect on your own actions? - Yes 6. What is the best way to eat a potato? - Baked

1. I've been feeling really great lately 2. No, I don't believe so 3. Yes. I love all seasons though ngl 4. Yes. I like to think I do 5. Most definitely. If not a bit too often lol 6. Any way that isn't raw

1. More psychic than usual. 2. Nah. 3. I suppose so. 4. Uh... I used to. I went from a high school unicorn, to... Basically the opposite of that. Now I'm nospheratu. 5. Yes. 6. Mashed with bacon bits and cheddar cheese. A heart attack waiting to happen.

1. How have you been feeling lately? I haven't been feeling. -------------------------------------- 2. Are you usually restless? Very. -------------------------------------- 3. Are you excited for spring? A little. I love sakura season, though I only get to see it in videos my distant cousins in Japan send. --------------------------------------- 4. Do you think you have realistic expectations for a partner? Perhaps I don't. I need someone who can handle a lot, and that might be asking too much. So while I'm open to the idea of a person, I likely won't really ask because I know the burden it poses... -------------------------------------------------- 5. Do you ever reflect on your own actions? Too much so that I'm the opposite issue of a person who never sees themselves as wrong. I second guess myself and constantly wonder if I'm in the wrong. ------------------------------------------------ 6. What is the best way to eat a potato? The only wrong way to eat a potato is straight out of the dirt.

More questions: 1. Do you experience existential dread? 2. If you do, how do you work through it? If not, how do you help a friend who does? 3. What are your fears/phobias? 4. Who is your favorite maid(anime or live actions)? 5. Do uneven numbers bother you? 6. When was the last time you changed your opinion on something important to you?

1. I think I have before? 2. I've literally just keep thinking about what is causing my worry because of the way I work. If I don't think it over and reassure myself (all while throwing scriptures at myself for comfort XD) I'll end up worse, so for me, not burying the thoughts down are better most times. And I don't think I've ever known anyone that showed existential dread...at least outwardly, so I don't know how I'd go about comforting them 3. I have quite a lot! Spiders, snakes-really any animals in general that aren't cats, hamsters, bunnies or specific breeds of dog-the dark, my family dying (though that one is stupid because we all die), genuinely hating someone, holding grudges, staying bitter and angry. I could keep going...but one thing I still can be scared of is my eldest brother dying from his stupid decisions, it may sound harsh? But he worries me 4. Uh...the only ones I can remember are the two maids from Princess Diaries 2 XD. So them I guess? 5. No, uneven numbers don't bother me 6. I don't remember? I think about stuff a lot and I tend to forget things easily, so idk :3

Depressed. That's usually my M.O, but even more so as of late. I don't get rest... Soooo.... Definitely resting less. ;P I'm indifferent towards spring. Days and seasons are just arbitrary times of the year that only hold meaning in their moments. Hopefully this time around. Either way, I've another kid out of it.lol I'm always introspective and yet hardly reactive as I should be. Overthinking is literally a part of my OCD Yippee!!! Potatoes... https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=qrQVFZx7XX4

More questions: 1. I wouldn't call it "Dread" per say. I'm comfortable with the monotony of mundane existence, and the noxious miasma of consensus normality. An ever churning drone in the machine that is society. 2. I expand their worldview. Showing them layers beyond physical existence. Better or worse, this is reality too. It's up to them to break a cycle of thinking. 3. I'm not sure I have any anymore, as everything I fear, I fixate on with a profound fascination as well, and learn everything I can about it. 4. Oh, good question. Off the top of my head, Yukimura Kusunoki from Boku wa Tomodachi ga Sukunai. https://w0.peakpx.com/wallpaper/828/246/HD-wallpaper-maid-chan-cg-blush-beautiful-adorable-sweet-anime-beauty-anime-girl-apron-kusunoki-yukimura-yukimura-female-brown-hair-kitchen-transgender-short-hair-cute-kawaii-girl-blushing-boku.jpg 5. Kinda sorta, but not really? 6. I research the paranormal. I'm amending long held beliefs all the time.

1. Do you experience existential dread? - From time to time but I'm not sure if it's dread. More like curiosity? 2. If you do, how do you work through it? If not, how do you help a friend who does? - I think about it for a while and eventually let it go. I have never helped someone on this matter because I have never met someone who experiences this (or if they do, they don't tell) 3. What are your fears/phobias? - Death or suffering of family members or close friends. Loosing what I fought and am fighting for, whether it's objectives/achievements or materialistic things 4. Who is your favorite maid(anime or live actions)? - Probably Ayuzawa Misaki from Kaichou wa Maid-sama 5. Do uneven numbers bother you? - No, my lucky number is uneven 6. When was the last time you changed your opinion on something important to you? - No idea actually. If it happened recently then I didn't notice it or don't remember.