Religious rants

Just a quick tip to stop the terror if anybody care. Loving God with your whole mind heart and soul is hard we are flawed creatures. Jesus knows this. The terror of hell makes us think what if my love wasn't enough I must be terrified and exhausted and always and do more. What if my obedience wasn't enough I must be terrified and exhausted always and do more. And, that's a terrible way to go about faith it creates resentment and fear as if Jesus is always waiting to say you didn't do enough to get in. You see the problem us thinking we can do enough to get in. Paul said by grace you have been saved through faith. Faith is suppose to be us knowing Jesus is enough Jesus knew we wouldn't be enough. So if your living in fear your not enough your not doing enough and Jesus will say you didn't do enough to get in your doing faith all wrong. Your not suppose to let fear propell you forward you move forward by knowing by grace you have been been saved through faith that Jesus is enough. It doesn't mean stop trying to do better it means you don't have to walk in fear cause Jesus is enough. We could never be enough. That creates a hold different relationship dynamic. I learned this thanks to Jesus glory be to God. I hated I couldn't love God perfectly I wanted to do enough to be saved. But, God is enough. This is genuinely the best love I know how to give God right now. And, that's ok I don't have to live in terror cause I love him imperfectly he is enough. I can try not from a place from I'm not enough but from a place he is enough.