Mommy’s Random Thoughts

(3:22 PM Thu.) I have wifi for today and for two days on the twenty-first and twenty-second of this month. Obviously, I came to say hello since my mom left a phone with WiFi for me to be on while she’s out. Speaking of, I’m watching my grandma today since the parents, eldest sister, twin and baby brother went out to our aunts to pick up their van for our eldest sister’s Birthday coming up. I have to make her rice for dinner…which I’m scared of since I’m never able to get the rice just right. It’s either just a tad too hard or soft, but hopefully I do well today! Besides my eldest sister’s Birthday coming up this July 21st, I don’t think there’s much of an update to give? God's continuing to be faithful and provide for the family through random money donations or neighbors giving food, but other than that, we are waiting on Him always. I hope you all have been doing well in this weather and just in your day-to-day life? I love you guys very much! ♥️

I wish and pray for you and your family to be in good health and happiness, also strength and patience during difficult times.

(3:50 PM Tue.) We are finally back in our house (we call it shack though) after being at both of our aunts house for four or five days. It was really nice and fun, it's quiet where they live which is really nice and the land is great! This means I won't be online again since our neighbors wifi has been acting up recently. I love you all very much and remember to stay safe, happy and healthy. ❤️

(10:14 PM Fri.) A strong storm brought back my neighbors wifi...but I'm still expecting it to cut out again at some point, and I thought to come say hi to everybody. I hope all of you have been doing well? I see these bots have decided to be audacious while I'm away and intrude on you guys fun. My family and I are seeing a movie on Sunday which is fun, I always look forward to movie theater popcorn (with chili flakes on it)! Me and my sisters shared chicken nuggets for dinner and fries from Chick-fil-A, it was delicious! Some reason I've been getting easily hungry lately, which is odd since God's been providing consistent meals as of late - idk? Maybe my stomach is catching up on all the meals it missed lol. Anyhow, I hope you guys have been eating well and taking care of yourselves too? As best you can out in this world, I love you all very much. ❤️

(6:01 PM Tue.) This may be a bit too TMI, but I'm genuinely so baffled that I have to share. I'm on my period, and it's decided that it wants to be tricky this time around. Tell me how I'm wearing an extremely long pad and when I sneezed while lying down, the blood decided it was going to dodge the pad and fall upon the tiniest exposed part of my underwear!!! I hate it today. Usually mine are pretty chill, I just get super sleepy with some slight cramping here and there, but this cycle decided it would pull out gymnastics, boo!

Meh... My first girlfriend many moons ago had endometriosis and that made periods horrendous for her. So, a little drip here or there? Count your blessings. lol

@yaasshat Oh most definitely! I know mine can be way worse, my mom has horrendous cycles, sometimes she's been hospitalized for it, so I know it could be worse for me. It still is annoying though sometimes XD. Also, hi Ya-Ya, I hope you've been well?

"Well"... I suppose that's all about perspective, isn't it? Your well wishes by question, that is. It's been tough... It's been nerve wracking... It's still scary... Depressing... Testing of mental fortitude... And yet, the show must go on... It must. Lots of trial by fire. lol https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=9x5WY_jmsko Ob la di ob la da, life goes on, bruh indeed.

@yaasshat That's definitely life, so many things you can name and not name, but I hope it gets better for you and that you can manage to see the beauty in your's. I know I'm sappy, but let me be XD. It's always great to see you around still...maybe that's selfish of me? But, even if life is hard and all those scary things, I'm glad you're still with us. We can stick it out together if you ever need a listening ear. ❤️

(10:48 PM Mon.) I had to block an account online for the first time ever. This account radiates suspicious vibes to me...it's giving adult content (the name and profile of the account), yet the profile itself has no personal posts (it's not set to private either so I found it odd). I've waited a bit to block it cause I was tracking if it was coincidence or not, but this account keeps periodically checking in on my account every couple weeks to a month or so. It isn't harming me personally, and I'd ignore it if it was probably anyone else, but again, the account is giving adult content and so I was weary if whoever or whatever runs the account is sending the few selfies I have of myself through DM's to people (or feeding it to AI), cause it's giving someone searching for adult content creators (I AM NOT the candidate for that lol). Maybe I am being paranoid about it? But, I don't like the vibe the account gives so I finally blocked them today. You never know who's saving or sharing your content and to whom, so I played it safe and just did it for peace of mind XD.