Mommy’s Random Thoughts

@yaasshat Aww, I'd love to watch your kids. I've helped watch over small kids before, but sadly, I don't think I could make that happen. The bubble gun and other gifts though, absolutely! Is there anything your kids might like/want? Toys, figurines, plushies, pillows or blankets? Anything I can get the wife as well? Make it a family gifting.

Nothing. Also, you still have no clue where I live. ;P Keep the good heart you seem to have, that's all I'd ask. :)

@yaasshat Everyone always wants something. But, I suppose I could buy you and the kids gifts and store them away. Who knows? By some strange twist of fate, maybe we'd run into each other as I just so happen to have the presents on me sksksk.

(10:57 PM Tue.) I'm watching a Thai drama right now...and I can't handle the drama .·°՞(≧□≦)՞°·. The only drama I like to see is when it's fake in a TV screen, but the issue is, I absolutely CANNOT handle when things get too intense! I have paused for a literal two hours in order to prepare myself for what comes next. The drama I'm watching was cute for the most part, with the main characters love interest learning to like them back, HOWEVER, it turns out the main character has been gaslighting/lying to their crush about never knowing them‐WHEN. IT. TURNS. OUT-that they've known each other since junior high/high-school and that the main character has been stalking them this whole dang time. Bro has his high-school yearbook filled up with his crushes pictures, which rightfully creeped them (the crush) out when finding out about it. I mean, the reasons to why he (the main character) didn't feel confident/comfortable approaching is understandable (his mom is SUPER controlling over everything he does and emotionally abused/neglected him, so for him, stalking was the 'normal' way to 'approach' his love in some form). But, yeesh! I only have an episode left and idk if I can do it! (╥﹏╥) I mean, it's great that the conflict will most likely be dealt with that quickly, but I can't take the sudden turn!!!!

(8:45 PM Mon.) My family and I just came back from visiting our grandma Vicky in Maryland. It was so great to see her again after four years...it really has been way too long, but we FINALLY managed to make the trip down there to see her and our little cousin, Vi (that's what I'll call her). It may be weird to say? But, I got to meet my first ever autistic person irl (our cousin Vi is on the spectrum and she's only seven-years-old), and I'm so happy about it because I love people and children (but especially the elderly and kids), and I have friends online with autism and adhd, but I've never gotten to actually speak or interact with them in person (I've also always been afraid that I may do something wrong as I've never talked to someone in person with autism). We've been waiting to meet little Vi since she was a baby, but Covid got in the way and we never got to hold her. BUT! Our first meeting was a success! Our grandma was surprised with her behavior as Vi apparently isn't too talkative and comfortable around new people, but as soon as her mom picked her up from school and she saw our family, she loved us and even referred to us as her friends. Vi and our grandma (our mom's mom, not grandma Vicky) got along well, which was sweet to see as our cousin has autism and our grandma has Dementia. They clicked immediately. Vi even asked if we'd stay for a sleepover (sadly we couldn't) and she went so far as to show her comfortability with us by turning on the TV in the living room (something she apparently never does, even with our grandma Vicky and her mom) and talking to us about her game she was playing. I could go on forever about how cute Vi is, but I shall digress now. When we went to leave, she cutely asked if the concert was over (she referred to us as a concert cause we are loud...that's what I'm guessing at least) and said bye. It was such a fun day! ❤️

(8:36 PM Wed.) I have not updated my ongoing stories in so long that my readers are starting to grow concerned (ﾉД`). I just checked in on my Tumblr and got asked a question on if I'm doing okay. The support and well wishes I receive from thousands of readers online is so sweet, yet mind-boggling to me. But, I really do need to update my stories, I just can get so lazy sometimes that I get irritated with myself! Lol. But, it also doesn't help that I've started 7+ draft stories that will either be one-shots longer than 10k+ words or multi-chapter one's (my mortal enemy due to how slow/bad I am at updating multi-chaps). My most popular story is at exactly 42,382 words and ongoing as I have three chapters left (though I may add more) and it has 48,411 views on it with the longest chapter being chapter four at 17k+ words. The second most requested story of mine is already at 21 chapters (and going), 62,428 words written and 33,726 views/readers on it. Geez...I really need to hurry up and give the people their new chapters already!