Is love real?

My goal in life is to find love. I've never felt what love is I'm single never kissed a person. I mean everyone just feels like there in the same category. I love everyone but no one special. And people around me don't get married anymore. They break up so many times and get with others. I'm starting to think I want to be in an anime that's the fantasy.

I mean, and she's a doctor, so... https://thequotesme.files.wordpress.com/2017/11/wp-15104245129443360764305637837291.jpg

I think it is real. Yet it's a complicated feeling that is mixed with others. Love can be for self preservation since humans are social creatures. Yet there are times we meet someone we especially connect with. Sometimes they return those feelings or those feelings are not responded to which agitates people. Sometimes we feel great sorrow losing someone. So I think something is there since we have such strong responses to relationships. It's a hopeless emotion for survival. Maybe for some it brings a moment of peace and unity from a relationship.

that anime shows what real love is https://derf9v1xhwwx1.cloudfront.net/image/upload/oth/FunimationStoreFront/1376684/Latvian/1376684_Latvian_AppleSquareCover_9f3d6a14-f2e3-ea11-82a8-dd291e252010.png