Near Death & Suicide Experiences

Perhaps not much for me to say, but throughout my life, I was looked at by my parents as needing prescription medications. Some gave me higher irritability, while some triggered suicidal thoughts. For months, I seem to not rely on medications and quit taking any. Even some preservatives in vaccines like Thimerosal, as well as either additives or even some minerals in food and beverages (e.g. MSG, magnesium) made me lead to bad results when taken.

@Ed~ Shites Ed. That seems like quite the scare. I for one am glad to see you're still around. I hope you live w/ some people, as you don't want to collapse and have no one notice it. You always see those commercials about the elderly who fall down and can't get back up b/c no one is around to hear them call for help. I wonder if anyone on this site would call the cops for you?

@meisterman1985 Dang bro, that kind of sucks about what you've been through. It seems like you're slowly weaning off them medications, hopefully someday you'll be fine and dandy holmes. I wish you could've shared my mom maybe and use odd eccentric Asian concoctions (usually in the forms of teas lol). But I've always been pretty healthy. Good luck w/ your endeavors dude!

^ Those sound like some crazy times bro. I'm kind of glad you could laugh it off at the time, the near death gun shots and the like. I feel like if you didn't have such a mentality, you wouldn't last long in the military.

ive thought i was going to die a few times. the last time was about a month ago. ive thought about suicide but the furthest i get is picking up a knife.

I've sometimes wondered if I was just a ghost who didn't know he was dead after a near death experience. I wonder if anyone has ever wondered the same?

Near death experiences? Well.. Car almost ran me over like 3 times. I used to ride horses. One day when I was riding a horse and she got scared. She started running and I fell off. She almost squished my head. Once when I was riding a motorcycle, I almost crashed. At like 80 km/h. I also almost blew myself up last week. And that's about it.