Do you truly feel happy in your life?

Can't remember the last time I was truly happy. Everything always goes so expectedly wrong that I'm just so numb to it. I guess when you never hope things go well you get less disappointed at least. I just push through each day wondering what the point of it all is.

Hajime, Indeed I have. Guy was a bad ass in my opinion. That's how all people should react to hardship. If you bash your head against the wall long enough, even stone will chip after all.

I was in a pretty deep depression after I found out my license was suspended, despite showing proof of insurance back in January, which was all I needed to do to fix that. Turns out the court back then checked the wrong box, and I was worried that I would have to pay a rather hefty fine and have my license revoked. Then I found out I still had my insurance card from back them, went to the court, told them they did wrong, went to the DMV, gave them the finger and was like "Bitches, told you you were wrong! Gimme back my license and wave that fee!" I had my court appearance rescheduled, used the money that was nearly taken from me to buy new contacts, and that's where I stand currently. So I feel back in power of my destiny, and when that's the case, I can always find my way back to happiness. It's been a rocky year for me so far. My tax return came way late (Like July), I had traffic ticket that messed me up at the start of the year, I had to get back on my meds, I had to get my car fixed, I had to get new contacts (Was blind for 3/4 of the year), and my new fines were waved. There isn't much of 2018 left, but better late than never.

I am slowly coming to understandings with myself and life. I was very down in the dumps a few months back. But because I started to change how I am, the things I do, I have been more than happy now a days. Everyone deserves happiness, even if you believe you feel like you were born to live a sad life. Focusing on yourself, even if it sounds selfish, should make you more happy. Doing things you want, doing things you love, doing whatever you set your mind out to do, do it.

Yes, I definitely feel happy! I'm living my life to achieve my future goals and hopefully in the next 1-2 years i'll be able to do that.

I don't feel happy. There are roo many things in my life that are terrible, and as a result, anything happy that does happen is overtaken. I don't know a single person with more reason to want to die than me, and rhe only reason I haven't tried to oust myself is because I'm waiting for one of two things, either for things to get better in general, or for the world to burn itself to the ground first. And considering climate change, I might get the latter within the next decade.