Drugs.

I did try alcool tabaco and weed (resin) , when i was in my 13-14 yo. I don't really have stories about weed or tabaco, those didn't make much on me and i just did it because i was with older guys that smoked daily so i smoked few times when i was with them but it never really pleased me much. Alcool is another story. I was with the same guys and one had some vine, so i again tryied it. But it was my first time drinking so i didn't really know when to stop, so we get to my home and take some other alcool (whysky, champagne) most of guys stop drinking but me and my best friend. This doesn't end too badly i just got home sleeped on the floor like 30mn then vomit purple puke (vine) on the carpet of my grandparents Ahah. The second time was like 1 years after, it was really really sunny and basicly to be short i drunk a lot of pure whisky really fast and it didn't go as well as the first time. like 30 minutes after i was on a bench. Hopefully my friends took good care of me, i fainted from time to time, hopefully i puked, if i didn't i probably would have gone to the hospital. But that teached me a good lesson. I rarely drink too much after that and never to this point. And today i only dirnk on special occasion. But unfortunatly if i don't do drugs i still have stories about it. Disclaimer: i don't say that drugs are pure evil, i know a lot of poeple know how to handle them and stuff, but those are real stories that may make some people think about why they take drugs. Disclaimer 2: If you're subject to depression, you may want to skip those stories. So first one is about someone that have been one of my best friend. I know that guy from when i was 7 i think, and we followed each other through all school to the 8th grade (14 yo, and we stayed friend until this year. This guy have always be friendly, and was the type of guy to dodge problems and focus only on friendly people. When we were 14 he started to smoke weed. At this time it was like 1 times every 2 weeks or less. But the more he struggled with life, (work, love). He started to smoke more. I won't discribe you all the year of transformation, but basicly he became more and more irritable. Started hating random people for nothing, getting paranoid. The more he smoked the more he struggled with life and the more he struggled the more he smoked. He tested some other drugs too, never get too much into it, it was just to try i guess. He was always sure that he could stop everything anytime. The only one he started taking more frequently, (like 3-4 times a much) i don't know how it is called but that made him "happy" and "flirty" if it means something to you. Today he don't have any more friends to my knowing, not because he is drugged but because he started making really bad conflict with pretty much everyone talking to him. He tryied to commit suicide by smashing his head against a wall. The second story is really intricate into the first one. My friend had a friend, and they were like "drugs buddies", this guy followed pretty much the same path. They were best buddies, but one day the had a bad conflict (i don't get into detail but my old friend treathened his old buddy to kill his gf and stuff like that). Today this guy is in better state, he try to get out of it, thanks to his girlfriend mainly. He is under medicines. But he still tried to commit suicide 2 time by drinking alcool while eating all the medicine he have. I don't think this was really the mood of this thread but it was important for me to tell those stories. From what i have seen, the problem is more why do you take drugs than the drug itself. So if you plan to drug yourself, please think about why you want to do that. If it's to escape the problems you got in life this isn't a good choice.

@Teacup, it was cheap blotter acid. Gave me this electric body buzz but also made me feel fucked up and messed with my sense of time. Never can tell if other chemicals were in it. I couldn't get an erection to fuck so I went down. I wanted to crawl up inside her.

i bought some weed today, in the next couple days i might smoke it. its the kind that makes you calm. im not very calm, i am but idk. lately i just randomly cry so i just need sleep.

Siru, If you dont smoke regularly, start slow. Like 2 or 3 good hits every 15 minutes. And if you got edibles, wait like 90 minutes before eating more.

the girl there said it was good and i love doom 2. ive never been to that place but its nicer then the other place. the other place was a house that they have mostly hash. oil or whatever its called. i dont need that. this weed is probably real strong. i only smoke once a week. i try not to drink and i dont have much money so thats good