I don’t think I can do this anymore.

lot of things already said soooo i’ll just send ye a hug... and don’t let the negativity get you and make you pasive but stay active in reaching out and trying for the things you still like and the people you would like to surround yourself with ^.^

Some good advices have been given already, kudos to the people :) Dude, it's all a state of mind. You create your own reality and it can be a scary power! Your happiness and well being is a top priority for you. Killing yourself because some dumb shit doesn't like you, would only make their day - don't allow this. Convert the frustration in motivation, show them you are stronger than their presumed belief. And real strength is in will and spirit, persisting efforts! Do what you like to do, improve yourself in a way you want to improve yourself - physically and mentally. Be around people you enjoy being with, if they give you negative energy then they don't deserve your company. When i was younger i wanted to be in good terms with everyone but this is simply impossible - there'll always be some person who doesn't like you and wants to fuck up your mood and day. Humans tend to step on other people to feel better about themselves, it's in their nature. You can't allow them to treat you in a way you don't enjoy. If they're dumb enough not to realize their mistake, you need to change your tone to a harsher if you can't avoid communication with them. Anime can be fun and relaxing but as with every pleasure it should be done in moderation, not as a means of escapism. Sometimes you need to stop playing games/watching videos/listening to music and just focus on your present situation and problems. Find a solution and change your reality, you'll be living a happier life after you accomplish this! Sometimes we end up being in a loop of negative thoughts that we can't escape, when in fact it's just us doing this to ourselves. It's like we need a wake up call to snap out of it. I believe you can train yourself to do this and would get better at exiting such loops faster in time! Anyways, I hope I was helpful to you and any other in similar position! Also, watch " Welcome to the NHK ". I just can't express enough how life changing this anime can be, lol. It would give you a lot of food for thought and would hopefully help you reach answers that would point you in a better road in life. :)

Take my energy senpai ༼ つ ◕_◕ ༽つ