I don’t think I can do this anymore.

I'm going to be real with you like I am with everyone else. You need to stop the victimhood stuff. I don't know much about you other then what you have posted here and it smells of defeat. If you wish you can rephrase how you feel and how you got here if you think that my judgment is out of place. - So off of that and onto what you should do. Take a step back and look at yourself and write down all the stuff you hate. - Then close the page or tab then open it up to another page and fill it with all the stuff you like about yourself and things you do well.

Now you need to make those weaknesses your strengths and free yourself from the image you placed on the page. This image is not what you want to project and for others to pick up on. You want to slowly build yourself up step by step. This will need change and for you to adapt to said change. You are like a chemical and you will react differently and so will the people around you. This feeling of self is the edge your mind and it's a sign that you want to continue. Everyone has that one coin that they find under the arcade machine and they give it one more go and often times it's a 50/50 when it comes to there chances of winning that final round. However, they find out that it matters not when it comes to if they win or lose but that they found a way to continue when they had nothing left. And you know what they feel better when they're done even if they lose because there no longer a victim to the ideas of the machine or others that watch.

Let's see, what should I say? The comments above this are pretty good, but you have to remember that you will have to be strong. Fighhht ooohhhh! as they say. ^^ The next three things might help you: Self-image, your goal and how you phrase something (if you these things then just ignore it). 1. Self-image Your world/story is about everyone. NO, it’s about you!! There are only 3 kind of people you want in your world/story: 1. Yourself. 2. people you like 3. And people you need So, if anyone else outside those people give you crap; don’t take it to heart. If you get crap from anyone inside those people you have 3 options: 1. Ignore it (they had a bad day, you had a bad, everyone had a bad day). 2. Tell them that you find their behaviour unacceptable and why. See if they will change there behaviour. 3. Don’t take it to heart anymore (throw them out) Last part but not least: your amazing! So don’t take insults to hart. 2. Your goal If your unhappy with your life do the following: Step 1: Make a goal for yourself that will make you happy (or take your existing one, if it’s still fun) ((((Examples are: becoming a designer, becoming an engineer, have a trip around the world, etc)))). Step 2: Work out what you need to do to accomplish the goal. ((((Examples are: Do you need money, do you need to go to school or take a few internships, how do I get visas?, etc)))) Step 3: Defied it into smaller goals/road stops and don’t set a time limit. ((((Examples are: Researching what you need to go to school, take an internship, etc)))) Step 4: Defied it into even smaller pieces, so that you can work on it every day, and work on it every day! Step 5: Just do it! Work on it every day, even if it is only 15 min. Work towards your goal and remember to take baby steps. 3. How you phrase something If two people are talking about something and person A doesn’t understand what person B is saying then who is at fault? You should say only 1 thing: Both, but mainly the one explaining. Person A is at fault because he didn’t use the correct thought process to understand what person B was saying. And Person B is at fault because he was telling something in the ‘wrong’ way for person A to understand. He told it in a way that he would understand instead of telling it in a that person A would understand it. So always try to tell something in an away somebody else will understand. Even if you have to use totally different words than you normally use.

People are always going to try and find your flaws and mistakes to make you feel bad. In my honest opinion.. fuck them, you don't need them in your life, so you can just ignore them as best you can. If you wanna piss those people off, then just smile and continue on being you. But I guess what's most important is what makes you happy. Try something new every once in a while, because you never know what you might end up liking. ♥

You aren't the only one here, so don't you ever feel alone. Everyone has their super down days and I know there are a lot of truly great and supportive people on this site that would lend an ear to let you vent it all out.

Well its MO lotta weridos here But thats what makes this place fun. Cuz everyone is dif