Anti-female

To be fair, you are correct. However, that was how I learned at a young age to prosper. To get even by achieving success. Every time I try to use more positive words, it comes across as ineffective. When I use negative ones, it comes across as mean and condescending. I'm in a weird catch-22 here. I can easily politicize and run the political scheme when I present my own knowledge of politics in its purest form to people, but cannot seem to inspire people worth a damn. Every time I get involved in politics, I go for the "destroying the negatives" approach. I struggle immensely with "building up the positives" when it comes to people in general. While I can get along with people just fine on a normal tangent, I cannot on a personal one. While this ain't justification, I am kinda sick of my Aspergers Syndrome of getting in my way. The goal I've had is to better the lives of those around me, since I consider my own irrelevant. I am a person whose life means nothing to me, and I only continue living because I swore to make sure life is better for those around me, since despite my many positive qualities, everything surrounding me is negative. I only know how to piss people off, and don't understand how to make someone smile. I seek to inspire, and the only things I know are negative ones. So, in general, I have a communicative barrier I constantly try to overcome, but don't seem to fully get over. I use what I know to help people, but it just seems to get me further in the wrong direction. I try to use my own superiority to build others up, not tear them down. I want people to be at my level at the very least, but would be even happier if they were actually above me. I've survived a ton in my life, and the only way I feel people will survive this world is if they rise above me. I have many skills and talents, and quite frankly, despite that my biggest weakness is properly communicating with others.

@Midasthealchemist I can't allow that. I cannot allow people to be hurt anymore, and certain decisions in life hurt them.

Those posts Holy shit

@ohnoes Here's the problem though: Nothing I say seems to show any form of build. When I contradict other people in different sections, I don't do so to invalidate their beliefs. I do so because there's another possibility out there to account for. So, what do I need to do to build here? I am more than happy to build up peoples' positive points. Like I said before, I do wish to get along. However, I do admit I suck at communicating this, and often come across as a condescending jerk instead.

One, See how you're talking with me right now? That's how. Sorry, can't go super in depth, need to work.

@ohnoes I guess I'll have to wait, as I don't really understand the difference here. This is just another facet of my honesty (To Me). One of the few things I fear in life is lying. I do everything I can to avoid it.