Anti-female

@shinu Quit complaining. You could have chosen to keep your mouth shut if you didn't want me to continue speaking or if you didn't want to read long posts.

I get the whole some people are born with certain natural gifts, but that word "superiority", that just rubs most people the wrong way. Not to mention, I think there really has been nothing "superior" shown from either side here. It just comes accross as if youre trying to put others beneath you, others you truly don't know, as they don't truly know you. Just an opinion.

It's not a complaint. I'm telling you that you need to put a stronger effort into legitimate communication. A complaint would serve no purpose with you anyways. Whether it was about you or something else, there'd be nothing you could do about it.

@ohnoes Here I shall say that I acknowledge that. I know it rubs people off the wrong way, but color me confused, I really don't get why. We do not live in an equal world. I've known that from a young age. I could see the world around me, and could easily see that to be true. So I personally don't see the problem of pointing out something that doesn't have any emotional significance. Calling myself superior feels as natural as calling myself ugly. Calling myself superior is as easy as calling myself effeminate. I can so easily point out my flaws as I can my strengths. I look at myself as a person with nothing to hide. Yet I would find that hypocritical to think without implying my positive traits too. I never once intended to use my superiority as a means to put someone down. I use it because I am only good at negative reinforcement. I suck at positive reinforcement, and what I seek to do in life is make their lives better. My view of doing such in interpersonal matters is "inspiration through anger". That was my mother's way of motivating me to do better. Honestly, it worked every time. That is what I meant by misperception of disrespect. I communicate inherently different than other people, and people interpret what I say wrong. I don't use superiority as a means to put people down, I try to use it to inspire people to reach my level. I don't care about putting people down. That has never been my goal. Even you cannot deny that there are individuals better than you. Do I have aspects of me inferior to other people? Hell yes. Do I have aspects of me superior to other people though? Most definitely yes. I just judge my view of superiority by the number of things I specialize in and the many things I've endured in life. I do use coarse language, but I use it to get people into shape. I'm in a really good and happy place right now, and I simply wish for others to reach my paradise. Combine that with how I obtained everything I have, and you have the base recipe of my idea of the means to success. NOT ONCE did I ever have ill will towards anyone. My bigger issue really became that of those who insulted others who took my side after a while. I am overly conscientious, and I can't forgive people who insult those who side with my views. Even now, I perceive words and respect differently than others. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- In the end, I even misunderstood someone else's words and misinterpreted it as disrespect. In that I mean with another person I had an issue with in another section of the forum. So whilst I can't find anything post February 3rd, I can at least see things at February 3rd that was disrespectful to me. Not once do I believe it justified to be disrespectful towards another, but quite frankly I don't believe either side feels "justified" in the slightest. I got angry at something someone said in another thread due to misreading someone else's disrespect. If I remember right it was @Leo the Wolf Who said something about human sexuality that came across as disrespectful, but then looking back at it earlier to prove my point, I looked at it a different way. Then I looked at things as a whole, and while I don't "justify" my words, I felt it was a necessity. Not to mention Space Cadet hurled slander at me, which only fueled the fire further. It doesn't help either that shinu said I was "intolerant" but in actuality, I don't care what people are, and as long as they're nice and law following people, I am accepting of many others. This entire time, I had misperceived disrespect from the original poster who set me off, so I am more than willing to admit that. However, at the same time shinu misperceived my initial statement as disrespect as well. Not that I'm going to demand anything as a result, as this was all a misperception of words on my part, and prolly should have used more accurate terms in my Feb 3rd post so it didn't come across wrong, but I happen to have a bad habit of using vivid wording. Keep in mind though, that things are off on all accounts. I wasn't intending disrespect in my Feb. 3rd post, and had used the language not out of insult for the person here, but out of exhaustion of the bullshit of feminazis. Not a justification, but an explanation. I will admit that I saw the words the way they were written as disrespect. I view certain words differently. So yeah, I am admitting my fault on my own end, and was only further fueled by this whole scenario. You did put it best @ohnoes I read too much into things.

"It's not a complaint. I'm telling you that you need to put a stronger effort into legitimate communication. A complaint would serve no purpose with you anyways. Whether it was about you or something else, there'd be nothing you could do about it." It is a complaint. While I do agree it can be tedious, in a legitimate discussion, one shouldn't shorten their words. If it it something heartfelt, and things I say generally are, then I must completely get the thoughts out there.

In fact, one of the things I am prolly going to have to remind myself is to stop processing information too fast. My brain works at immensely high speeds, so often times I'll see words as different ones. My perception of reality is fine, but FFS every time I get into an argument with someone, I misunderstand what they were trying to communicate with me.

Taijiquan...enki what is that? Dentsu, what kin d of popcorn? Looks like this fight will continue with no wins or reasoning. I already put my opinion in so I guess it's my turn to watch this drama show. Getting boring though. Same worded defenses are being used. Guess the fire is losing heat. *brings out massive fire hose*

An overbearing assault of words isn't at all effective. No one listens to ranting and raving, especially when the reliability of the person ranting and raving is beyond questionable, when it's more accurate to assume you're wrong than to assume you have a valid point.

At least it seems to be slowing down. The arguing, that is. If so many people claim to see something as one way, even though you see it as another, you've gotta ask "Why?".