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@meisterman1985 I think people are over using it because there on the hunt to spot the narcissists as they should be. What do you think? And, I think that's cool. Me personally I'm glad it's trendy rn. A real narcissist you don't understand how much damage they do to others and the world. Trying to spot them before it's to late I think is very cool. Even if they get it wrong some of the times. What do you think? But, not everyone is a narcissist. But, there are alot out there. My narcissist collapse happened because my ex gf called me out. I'm happy society is trying to call out the narcissists. I'm sorry you got hit with that label. Society is just trying to find the cancer before it's to late. Narcissism exists and it's deadly. So can you blame them for making attempts to spot narcissists even if they fail? What do you think? I'm glad you healing though. You don't seem like a narcissist to me. But, I'm no psychologist. Sorry if you had to carry that hopeless label on you. You don't seem like a narcissist to me. But, again I'm no psychologist. Edit: Do you mind if I ask you a personal question? It's ok if you don't want to answer. Did being labeled that only bring you despair or did it make you question anything you normally wouldn't of questioned? I'm just wondering was there any benefit you experienced from being labeled or did it just hurt and cause confusion? Sorry for asking. I respect your boundaries I'm just a curious soul. Also, I respect what society sounds like to you. For normal people to recieve spite and have to carry that hopeless label it does seem unfair and chaotic. If only us humans wasn't flawed and could finely target the ones who deserve to carry that label. Also, sorry for assuming you were labeled that upon a time. I wish I could better understand what society sounds like to you. Edit: You don't have to reply to any question I asked. I'm just making conversation cause I'm curious about what you think and feel on this subject.

To lead us all into wickedness, confusion, degradation all these years then try to play hero. Yeah I don't believe that projection of perfection. We had time. I see yall for what yall are squandlers of human potential standing on the ashes of your mistakes trying to salvage the situation. It was combined effort by both party's sabotaging our potential wasting our energy and time on foolish things that you program our attention to. I don't see how the masses wasn't running on overdrive. Knowing these things are there to extract attention and time away from critical thinking, cognitive faults, and mending the divide between us. Now you want to confess yourselves to be the hero of the mess you created and orcatrasted. You think we stupid? You kept negative attention focused on each other fueling our hatred, cognitive faults, and fooling our critical thinking with your propaganda. We had time and chances to mend this world. Now that the hatred and foolishness you orcatrasted has come to a boiling point you want to play hero and saviour. Do you think we dumb? Yall refused to let us see the best in each other all these years. Yall refused to enlighten us about our potential. I'm calling a spade a spade. Wasted all our fucking potential on foolishness. I pray to Jesus our potential in God is realized one day. Nay, in all these things we are more than conquerors through him that loved us.

How many times should a nurse be allowed to screw up sticking you in the arm with a needle before stopping and going to get someone else with more experience. It’s freaking ridiculous. No no, by all means, blow the veins in both arms. Just keep trying until you eventually get it. People don’t mind being a human pin cushion. You got the patient in tears, and you still don’t have the sense to ask for help.

The one thing I can’t seem to get is why is it so hard for others to understand me and see me for me? Took 30 years for one and now it’s like “oops try again partner” and I’m here like “bruh FUCK”

This is a new kind of pain, silent, but heavy. Won’t allow me to sleep but to keep blaming myself. I fight hard everyday and still get mocked by those who never understood me. The child inside me is crying but no one cares about him except me. It makes me angry but the wisdom I gained has me silent to keep from spreading that hurt to anyone else. All that kid wants is a hug and to be heard…

@fushiguro I understand what your feeling. We all just want to be loved and seen for our hard work. If it means anything I see the hard work you put in and acknowledge it. You did good. You should be proud of yourself. I cried yesterday feeling some of the same things you feeling. What I learned we are not entitled to love from others. We are not even entitled to be understood because of our hardwork. When I understood that the important feeling i'm trying to maintain won't be sustained by others that helped me alot. We are only important to people we are important to. And, we have to accept that we can't be important to everyone no matter how hard we work. I hope you have someone in your life that's make you feel important and seen. I have someone like that and I appreciate them. Your important and I see your hardwork if nobody ever told you. Instead of trying to get strangers to sustain this fleeting sense of importance. You got to sustain it yourself. Tell yourself good things about yourself. I get it we all want to feel important it's human nature. I'm not trying to act like I know it all you just seem like your hurting so I'm trying to help. This part probably doesn't apply to you but I will put it just incase. I cried because as a narcissist I felt I was entitled to the love and attention it was strange people won't tell me I'm important when I believe myself to be and I put in alot of hardwork to say important things. Which ultimately ripped away my false sense of importance. And, I was left with 2 options trust others for my sense of importance and worth. Or let go of the need for validation. I decided to stop seeking validation from others to sustain my own sense of importance. You yourself can sustain it yourself. But, me I'm a narcissist so I'm kinda at a learning phase on whether or not I should live with a sense of importance. But, your normal you can build your importance and sustain it yourself. Just validate yourself. You know you put in hardwork and you know why you did it. Validate that. Hope this helps. I learned something to. Thank you for sharing how you feel. Hopefully I can build myself up to if it's not to much for a narcissist it's tricky for me. I needed to cry and not feel important because that what set me free from feeling I'm entitled to others attention and love and that i need there validation. But, that doesn't apply to you. Your just pure and wanting someone to see you and acknowledge your hardwork. I hope someone makes you feel loved and seen one day. And, I hope you find the freedom I did knowing I don't need validation. I can see it just by talking to you that I to can validate my heart. I know why I fight. I know the struggle I been through. I know how much I try to love others and God. Thank you for sharing I learned alot that will help me with schizophrenia cause they always trying to tear me down. Hope I helped you to :) if anything God loves you but you know that. Cool to see you getting back into your bible. That's inspiring. You have spirit and that has nothing to do with what anyone thinks of you. That's yours it doesn't diminish because people think differently of you. Protect your heart. You know what you have to offer. If people don't see you how you see yourself it's ok. They entitled to hold a different view of you even if you don't like it. Forcing it will only make you sad. Just let go. We can't control how others view us but we can control how we view ourselves. I'm not saying give up on trying to improve yourself. I'm saying someone will see you one day. So acknowledge and validate that you improving. And, because they can't see you don't let it twist your ability to see yourself. Just trying to help man. That's all. Sorry if it was unasked for or not useful. Be well. Sorry if I crossed any boundaries I'm a narcissist I don't understand. If someone corrects me I'll understand. You can always share your hurt with me if you have no one else. I love to learn. But, I'm unreliable it's coded into narcissists but I will do my best to listen and help if I can. Or just listen. I hope and pray God answers your prayers.

Here in America, food corporations like Krispy Kreme would rather fill dumpsters full of product than lower their prices by a single cent.

Just wait until you see how much crap is thrown out at your local grocery store. Especially if, God forbid, they lost power (EVERYTHING frozen and refrigerated goes...).