Vent

Another shitty win for capitalism and corporations @-@. I wish people would boycott those grain products especially with how pricey cereal is now apparently. @verucassault

Cereal and bread don't sell like they used to. The cereal isles have halved in the last decade. Things are improving. I can't wait to see what happens with the FDA when Kennedy gets loose.

@verucassault did you see the fact check New York Times did with RFK on fruit loops between the US and Canada. Quite hilarious.

https://youtu.be/T5Td4m15c28?si=lG1ic-ki9ghcibSB @criselington lol yes. It cracks me up that they try to go after him when he's trying to make people healthier.

My computer approximately 45 minutes into a game of baldurs gate 3. I basically just play till crash every single night. https://64.media.tumblr.com/919abc6ff91d12c4b1b04cdf781bc3ef/tumblr_psmcr75XkD1wu1av7o8_r1_540.gif

The feral native struck again! She came up to me chewing an apple like a squirrel while saying "apple" and then proceeded to throw said apple upside my head. What do?! I'm under attack!!!

A long, complicated, and very personal story made short and discreet. There are 3 people. Persons A, B, and C. I'm connected with person A who is connected to person B which used to be directly connected to C. Person C got charged and was found guilty of a legal crime that involved being abusive to B. B out of that tragedy developed a guilt complex that made them believe C only did what they did because of their own personal failures. It's not true, but that's what they believe and will continue to believe until literally death. Person A has picked up the pieces left behind from C. For years A has been supportive of B through sickness as well as financial hardships. A has also been a pillar of support for myself. A has my undying love and respect. That's why for years I have stayed silent when B engages conversations repeatedly with me about how much they still love and respect C. B will often pull out their phone to gush about how much C has changed as well as share C's latest success stories. I do not enjoy hearing about C's success stories since I know the truth about B's abuse linked to C. I also find it personally insulting when B attributes things that A has done for them over the many years to person C as well. I desire them to cease acting that way, however being as B is a mentally traumatized victim who can't help themselves in addition to my personal connection with A, I cannot ever let known to either party how infuriating I find this situation. It makes me want to scream and yet I cannot for the sake of the one I love!

I'm not one for being open, I usually immediatly bury my vents under my thread so only people who cared enough to look would see it. As much as it would help me, so I just wanna say this. No context included. I used to be so proud and so strong and social, and some of us here, that probably feels like yesterday. I'd always barge headfirst into my problems, not caring about the damage I took. It worked very well for so long in my life, but... I look back and I can really see the wear and tear on myself... and it's so... fuckin painful, and heavy. Like what do I do...? How? How can I take at least some of this weight off?