Vent

Fuck why do I keep falling for people, it would just be better for me to accept that I’m unlike able and that having any form of relationship isn’t in my cards. Just be happy with what you got for once.... I wish that the side of me that craves some form of connection would just fade.

I recently bought a Nintendo Switch with the newest Smash Bros. - My only frustration is that the season pass I purchased says 5 additional characters are to be released by the year 2022. - I feel there are times when it becomes honestly silly to charge people money up front for unspecified items 2 years after a purchase. Especially when it is a single character that I may never even use. - Personally it would be nice if they were to add more MGS characters besides Snake, but since PlayStation All-Stars has Raiden I doubt he would make an appearance. I'd wish for Nero from DMC, yet again I know it won't happen. More than likely whatever characters are next will be more Fire Emblem characters. Kinda funny how a game that started out being another Mario Party turned into FIRE EMBLEM the fighting game! - I mean they have a skin for Heihachi Mishima for Miis why not put Jin Kazama or Kazuya in? - But no, it will be 5 characters from a series I won't care for and worse yet I will have had to wait 2 years to use them.

I have come to vent about 2 things: Thing 1. Fucking youtube ads like holy shit, these guys are so fucking predatory they bulked the site up with ads just to force people like me into getting premium but i wont buy it i refuse. I will just close out the video and keep doing it over and over until the ads dont come on. I remember when youtube used to be a place to share content and have fun. But whenever big corporations get involved it ruins stuff. Fucking investors and all that like go away i want old youtube back Thing 2. I find myself growing more and more cautious when it comes to my love life. Im starting to basically give up on dating altogether and trying to find ways to live life alone and be happy. Which is sad because i feel it wil be that much harder to get me to fall for someone. Like my standards were bad enough but now i have this physical barrier stopping people from getting close.....i wonder if it has to do with that person and the thing they did. It was around that time that i started to be depressed as well. Idk i feel sort of lied to and used in a way, even now i dont really want to be around them. Maybe its all in my head but im probably mire guarded now thanks to all these women taking advantage of me and my kindness toward them. That is all for now

Panda, I held out strong for 2 years then I bent. It's the one thing that saves me at work, being able to tune in to almost any song, playlist, podcast. Fer real.

Hehe, tell me about it Sobo and Panda. - I keep forgetting how young you are compared to myself. - Still, if I have managed to make it to 30 without going insane over love, I have faith you will too! - Be glad you don't have any children involved yet either because then life becomes a hell of a lot more interesting when things don't pan out.

Wish my parents (adoptive, both birth parents dead) respected and accept me for me... This pass fall, November, I was kicked out with nothing but the clothes on my back... They sold my house and took my car, because everything was under their name.... They said I would get better credit with their name... Now I moved to a new place in the city... I saved my money from my job in Nov! And now hopefully find my place in this world... Care to join me? Lmao

I honestly want to adopt once I’m better and have my career lined up myself. I want to help someone avoid the darkness I went through. A kid shouldn’t have to feel that way and I’ll do what I can to make sure at least one person doesn’t have to live like I did. All alone in this world, it’s a terrible feeling

I saw this happen I witnessed this man get banned All he was talking about was jojo

That's how I feel. Even my roommate who took me in feels the same why. There's already a lot of kids out there suffering enough.