Is this bad

Hey I was wondering if it was bad that I really wished I could have join the effort to colonize mars. The reason why is that I feel so out of place with people in society and that at least I would be needed if I was part of the colonization. While here I am not needed and frowned apon.

You would probably still feel like an outcast there too. Initial people would be scientist, engineers, geologist, soldiers(maybe), pilots, and the such. If you don't have a PhD or military training then you might be useless to the first few waves. Even if you come at a later time it might not be better. The colonist that grow up there might develop a completely different society norms while maintaing allegiance to the old world or not at all. It's hard to say exactly if it would be better but it does have it pitfalls.

Don't give a shit about fitting in. What you need is to build yourself; not have others build you. Know your self worth and develop it to be more valuable to you and perhaps to others. If they don't need you, fuck em. They're a waste of time. Don't give people a part of your time if they are not giving you a part of theirs. Drop em and move on. Shit, I'm usually out of place or don't fit in at all but I don't let that get to my head. If someone cool with me, then I'm cool with them.

We 4 sure need to terraform mars. Our population is growing out of control and we need a new planet to continue on as a species. Or we need to build sum space colonies like in gundam.