Random thoughts...

I'd rather sit quietly and hum along with the music in the background rather then scream along with the crashes going on around me.. No point in venting when the next day your just going to feel the same anyway.. but it depends on the person ig, i would just rather not have a voice that people had to hear because i know its an annoying one that even i dont want to listen to. I'll just keep free falling till i hit some kind of bottom and work my way up from there. Its all about the journey to some but i just want to stay inside and let it pass me by at this point.

I looked up at the stars and realized something, we as humans are something amazing. How does a star form? Simple, get a bunch of hydrogen together and gravity will take care of the rest. How does a black hole form? You get enough mass and compress it within the schwarzschild radius and boom, you have a black hole. Then what do the stars and black holes do? They do as the universe says they do, burn and suck things into the event horizon. Humans are something special, they are far more complex than the stars and black holes both chemically and will do things with a purpose they decide. The stars, black holes and other celestial bodies are interesting, but that's all they will ever be. Humans have potential to be far more than that, and in a way we already are.

i watched the movie seven today and the message i got was devils want to hold us back from becoming amazing. i dont want to spoil the movie, but i was talking about it on a forum with a spoiler option.

^ wow. that was beautiful. Thank you for sharing that with us and for gently reminding us that we have value and something to live for. @kuro, you have this only life. Treasure it. And try to be good to yourself as you would be to a withered flower that did not get enough soon. Even a plant like this can survive if you take care of it. I wish you well. And that anything you propose to yourself ends up going wonderfully.

Lmao i had to rewrite all of that and so many other people commented in the meantime. I am, sigh, too old to keep up with the youngsters. Also, I am still puzzled over humans. Especially the ones at my workplace. My department boss got so shaken up when I was honest and earnest with him, wishing him well from all my heart even tho he was an asshole to me lol It was fun to see someone so composed just not know what to say. I am gonna be more honest just to fu k with them.