Random thoughts...

Sometimes I think about how I could've handled things better in the past, I wish I could go back and fix em. Obviously I know it isn't possible, but the "what if's" are there. I know I haven't been a good friend to some with not communicating properly or just not at all, I am sorry for that. Only thing I can do is own it, apologize for the things I did wrong, reach out and hope things can be mended and if they can't, then move on with my life as best I can. Though it is hard to do sometimes since I don't wish to leave things on a bad note and I'm really not owed anything at the end of the day.

The Fear That Manifests Its Self...My Fear Is a Cannibal... I dreamed of you again ... In my dream my fear manifested its self and turned into a monster... This monster was always at your side it got along with you and cared for you and you cared for it. It only cared for you and I and it didn't hurt us but when it would become hungry it would turn into a vicious cannibal it ate people anyone that was near. One day he became so angry since it was so hungry that it attacked me i think my fear killed me in the end... How funny and strange is that for my fears to even reach my dreams even so it loved you just as much as I do because it could never hurt you...In the end I could only hurt myself...

Love how fast my new car goes, though this stupid new headrest rule is dumb. Give me the option to weigh safety vs comfort damnit.

I work with a ton of american insurance carriers I'm 100% sure I can check the insurance status of at least 1 MO member (mostly cars insurance, and we both know none of us have a car because none of us go outside)

https://www.ctvnews.ca/montreal/article/some-students-plan-to-stage-walkout-to-protest-quebecs-new-cellphone-ban-in-schools/#:~:text=Last%20week%2C%20the%20provincial%20government,reduce%20distractions%20during%20school%20time. Their banned cellphones in Quebec Canada starting September 2025 I believe. I like this movement, I want it to succeed personally but I'm not sure if it will. Kids will probably develop ways to circumvent it like when gambling with cards or dominos wasn't allowed in highschool. It's a nice thought to allow the younger generations to not be so brain rotted and cooked. I think they should implement frequency waves that interfere with cellphone signals therby making them useless bricks. I remember some places have such technology and they should have better versions currently Found from this video https://youtu.be/VQ3DVSY9VVs?si=pA7jvRnrjJQt9N56

Got my son his first microscope for his birthday, that sense of awe and wonder as a child,I miss that. Gave me inspiration I haven't felt in a very long time.

I'm so glad I still get some work-from-home days so I have a break to roll my eyes and grumble about dumb shit that makes my job harder. If I had to smile constantly 5 days a week my head would split open.