Random thoughts...

My daughter asked where I was and she was told I was at work. Her response to that was "Dadt(Yes, that's how she says dad.) making cookies.". How I wish I was a cookie maker... But, I'm glad she thinks I have such a prestigious job. lol

My mom brought attention the other day to my anger I inherited from my great grandfather saying to always when tempted to lash back out at people who hurt me to breath and pray before saying anything. I’m proud to say it has been working a lot for me. Yeah I will say truths and block but I won’t insult anymore an entire paragraph like “bitch slut cunt bitch hoe mutha fucka yada yada” so it’s progress

Kayne is collabong with Diddys son with merch in the hopes that they free Diddy. Graduation can't save him no moe.

I think I've been getting sick constantly due to no more multi vitamins or constant sinus infections. It's hard to tell honestly my nose gets clogged so often it's not allergies.

Life is lonely.

In what sense? I'm asking legit questions, though not being direct. I'm curious about perspectives and I also think it should be taken as rhetorical so as to get one to truly look inward and figure out why they say what they say and what it truly means for them. Loneliness is multifaceted and as such, it's not a catch all. However, that's just in my case and my opinion. I feel that true loneliness is something that can hardly be described and infact, that's even been said what hell really is, loneliness beyond comprehension and compare. Life is lonely for me in many aspects, too. For instance, I've socially isolated myself to the point that I've not a single friend nor do I believe, aside from the woman that I love(And my son, which my ex would at least try to contact me, maybe not find.lol) I'd be found for weeks if I were to die. I've had this weight on my very being for decades and as of late I've grown a bit numb to the loneliness, but I'm still aware of it's presence. Is it odd that this loneliness has become sort of a friend? While I'm not fond if it, I'm not entirely sure how to truly function without it. Anywho... Life goes on and it cares not how you feel, only what you make of it...or something.