never fitting in...

You might be very surprised at some of the errors I end up getting I use the phone this way.....>.> Sometimes they are rather inappropriate...

Damn I feel like I don't belong anywhere myself, but I don't try to be something in not,I feel like there's a buffer zone around me of like 5 feet. It's like I was born to be a loner type. I have a couple of friends just can't seem to be able to make any new ones

Fitting in? You'll find out soon enough that "fitting in" means absolutely jack shit in the real world. People are fake the world over, but you don't have to be if all you want is friends with mutual interests. You may want to fake it for say...a job interview, but not so much in a one on one situation. Fakers are nothing more than liars anyways and you can't trust a dishonest individual aka, two faced.

Well, everyone(Most everyone anyways...) puts on their best face so as to attract people. At some point, friends are just like any other kind of relationship, you have to get to know them and they have to get to know you. I mean, would you be desperate and just play a character in order to be in a relationship? I doubt it. So why would you do that in order to make friends?