Can't Believe Im doing this!! >///<

Hai there ehh heh heh.. I'm Hannah im almost 16, im a BIG otaku~ i love to cosplay or improv cosplay when i need to ^-^ I draw a lot of anime so if anyone wants me to draw them a picture? when i have free time i draw as much as i can, i want to become an illustrator! I'm looking for a guy who would be the Axel to my Roxas (haha sorry for the bad yaoi joke ^^;;) My first Cosplay was Roxas and that character is near to my heart ^^ umm.. I'm very new at this, so please be gentle with me! ^^;; i've had my heart broken a few times, and theres no one who likes me because they think im a freak and that im a fatbutt at my school.. and although im a girl im SOOOO freind-zoned by every guy in my community! so im trying to reach out and find people like me~! I guess if you wanna talk message me?