I'm surprised I'm still single ;-;

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You know stating you self harm on a website probably isn't the best idea? If you truly have depression you should probably try consulting with a doctor or a psychiatrist so you can slowly start to get better. Trust me on this, I waited way too long to fully address having dysthymia and because of it I've had a harder time picking myself back up. Seriously though, you need to focus more on yourself rather than a relationship because that's not what's going to help you get through depression it's only going to make things harder. You just need to take more care of yourself and not worry about something that will eventually happen on its own accord.

No offense Nethlight, I know you mean well. But I always hate it when people say that. People have said it to me and it just sounds condescending.

I suppose it does, but I have a lot of faith in humanity. I also have a lot of faith in love, and human understanding. Life is like a puzzle. Finding the right pieces is difficult to put a puzzle together, but once it's finished, nothing beats the feeling of true love. :)

I never lose hope but I'm also very cynical. Hope for the best but expect the worst. Happy endings are stories that haven't finished yet.....that sort of thing. I'm 37 and still haven't found a relationship that lasted more than a year and a half, most closer to 6 months or less and been cheated on numerous times.

Don't feel bad. After my last five year relationship, I have had nothing but trouble finding the right one. I, myself, have been cheated on numerous times, and even used and mentally abused. I feel your pain. It really sucks.

^ Dont worry about it, you're young you'll find a guy eventually lol. People dont usually go after young girls here in the U.S. It just looks weird. Meet guys on the site. GL

Honestly few guys like otaku girls and of the few guys maybe 40% like loli or catgirls so let's say 20% like both together. That's not a very high number so basically you're dangling a little tiny worm in the middle of the ocean hoping to catch a really big fish. And you are still very young so just things happen naturally not having a boyfriend or girlfriend isn't that bad and if you're depressed I don't think relationship problems will help. I suggest getting some really good friends that will be with you no matter what happens. I'm not an expert on depression so my advice could be extremely wrong.