I gave up on love

The girl that I thought would be the one who will never leave me alone in this sometimes cold world, did leave me. I dont know what happened. All she said is that she doesnt want to see me anymore. I know exactly that I did not do anything wrong. But she insists on ignoring me and she even cries while doing so. Is it really true that god is a sadistic storywriter, who enjoys his own creation and its drama ? Or is it just the way of life ? Perhaps god doesnt even have the time to help me with my small problems, when there is war going on somewhere in this world and he has to concentrate all his powers on at least saving a few people's lifes ? I dont know. But I give up on love. I would honestly just go in the wilderness and wait until I die of hunger, if it wasnt for my dream of one day becoming a master of all martial arts. That is the only thing that keeps me going. I dont think you guys will see me again around here as I have decided to go on a journey. I hope my grandma will understand, I hope you guys will too. I mknow I made some seriously fucked up topics to entertain you people. I hope I will be remembered or something. I hope nobody on this planet will ever have to feel the pain that I feel. But I know thats unrealistic. Good bye

If you are really leaving this makes me sad as I look forward to seeing your posts Blue Eyes>< and if you are really going on a journey, I hope you find what you are looking for and do a bunch of things that you love. ^~^

You'd be surprised how often love doesn't turn out to be what you thought. There are too many factors, too many different kinds of people. Don't give up on love, just take a break from it. Discover yourself and explore the world and all it has to offer until you feel yourself open up to love again. There are no shortage of terrible things in this world, but hunger and loneliness are surely two of the worst.

Ahw sorry darling for breaking your heart and ignoring you. My dad didn't approve of our relationship ya know!? It was all an act to fool my dad he's kinda in a bad mood these days ya know!? I was cutting onion so i cried while i was on the phone with you! XD .... Ps. i'm pregnant XD (This would really be horrible if you're serious about what your saying! If so then i you have my apology) I hope you're kidding man! You promised me that i would ride on your back once before i die these were your words "you mortal deserve my respect and will tame me before you die you human being" eeeehh its somewhere on the forum, i don't remember the exact words.