master707

I wanna vent about my bf who has suspended his account on here so he won't see this. I am sick and tired of guys who play with feelings. Which is why I stopped dating irl. My bf back then stated on his profile that he was "Loyal" and he isn't. Some girl has been sending me messages for the past month telling me that he is cheating and when I brought it up, he promised me he wasn't. I moved miles away to be with him. I left everything. It wasn't until a couple of days later I look through his phone and see messages on his phone on MaiOtaku. He has been flirting with other girls sending hentai pics. Like who does that? It wasn't the pics that bothered me, it was what he did and said to them when sending them. It hurt me more to find out that this was in April, a month after we saw each other. I also am so confused. I was told he had a girl before me I looked at his messages on discord, with the dates, I compared it to ours back when we met and dated. I think he was cheating on that girl with me. I would never ever hit on a guy who is with someone. I made sure that the dates were correct. When I confronted him, he said that he broke up before and that she was crazy. She doesn't even seem crazy. They had flirty messages, sending pics to each other. He denied it, and when I told him I would show him he kept making more excuses. He started getting upset and cried so I ofc went to console him and felt like the bad guy. I lost trust in him. I no longer believe in him anymore. I'm so upset and sad because I was so stupid. I gave my first to him when we met, I moved away, and he does this. I feel stuck. I can't move back and I plan to be with him. I will no longer see him the same way I did back in October. I will forever hold it a grudge and I hate it. I can never put this behind me.

When I was little, I think 6, My brother 1 and I slept in with my parents in the room and we were supposed to be sleeping, but anyway, we both snuck out because we heard "noises", and we snuck into the living room and our parents were watching what was porn on tv. We watched from behind the couch. My brother and I thought it was really funny and I remember giggling about it. When I was older I think 12, I found a book called "Sex" by accident in this little storage door with a lock, every time my dad was away from home I'd look into the book. It was very blehh, nothing special just different types of sex positions of naked people and a lot of words.