Just A Slime

I feel the similar tbh. I'm not happy with how I look. I want to lose some weight and put on a bit of muscle. I think it's normal to be unhappy with your appearance. Also I feel worried I wont find a partner anytime soon. It upsets me being alone mainly because I see most of my friends in relationships. Some even getting married. And I really wanna be a father someday. And have my own family. I wanna be happy like them. But it seems I only attract bad women. I've been cheated on and abused. I just wanna find that happiness I used to have.