Lamby

Deleted User @__removed_2febdcff2cGILeMdar ill give you time to reply and repond to the request. i know you are probably busy or have mixed feelings about all this.

Lamby @momoichi its kool. i remember shit you told me back in the day and i always kept that in mind. im glad to see your doin better.

Deleted User @__removed_2febdcff2cGILeMdar its been really hard to be honest. i got to a point in my life where i got so jaded and angry about everything that that I let everything take over from inside me.

Lamby @momoichi oh i didnt accept the friend request before not to be petty, i just dont add anyone anymore. i legit got 342 pending friend requests.

Lamby @momoichi what made you feel like this?

Deleted User @__removed_2febdcff2cGILeMdar not knowing how to deal with things. as you know my dad was an alcoholic and my mom was addicted to television. i got really involved in politics to an unhealthy degree and to be honest, scrolling through facebook didnt help, nor did watching youtube videos on the culture war help at all. and I let my emotions take over. I was also really impulsive in the past, and still struggle with impulsivity to this day. and quite often its fucked me over and even caused me to lose the BEST job i had ever had.

Deleted User @__removed_2febdcff2cGILeMdar oh and i didnt think you were being petty. I thought maybe my comment or the friend request was buried or that you were busy

Deleted User @__removed_2febdcff2cGILeMdar tbh ive only recently gotten out of it but its a nice feeling tho

Lamby @momoichi i imagine its hard as well being a man and being unable to express these feelings. or not, and if not then im glad that isnt an issue. i totally get the pipe line stuff, right now i compulsively read the this terf thread and its sometimes hard not to get peaked by their cherry picked screenshots. our opinions are facts to us, and confirmation bias only reinforces that. politics is so visceral and two sided these days, identity politics is drowning everyone.

Lamby @momoichi can you find another job in the similar field? or was it the location/coworkers you liked?

Deleted User @__removed_2febdcff2cGILeMdar well that job isnt the last job i got laid off on. but its whatever. i am currently unemployed. but i am looking and its hard to find a place where im not going to work for an asshole technocrat. i liked the place cuz it was really nice, they were patient with my depression and mental health issues. i just royally fucked up and offered to resign. even tho my co workers were willing to not tell anyone cuz they didnt want to be an asshole. I turned myself in due to the shame of what I did ( and no im not frankly wanting to talk about it). i can probably find a job in a similar field but its going to be hard as ive been laid off like 4-5 times in the last 8 years or so. i can express myself these days but its still somewhat of an issue. its hard to get sympathy cuz everyone expects a man to be proper from day 1 and not talk about how he feels due to old conceptions of american masculinity.

Lamby @momoichi its a buyers market for jobs right now, especially if your in an industry with a high turnover rate. you dont have to add those places youv been laid off from on your resume, lie and make up a reason as yo why that time is blank. i was a neet for an ungodly amount of time and i just explained that and they were kool with it (atleast kool enough to give me a shot). yeah i get the whole toxic masculinity thing, are you in a place where you get get therapy? or even a forum for men who have similar issues (hopefully not one filled with jaded people though)? you gotta let that stuff out, cause it comes out one way or another.

Deleted User @__removed_2febdcff2cGILeMdar if i didnt, then id have large gaps in my resume that HELP me get jobs. first job i had was a grocery store left that for my second job. lost the second job cuz they were looking to downsize and found a somewhat petty way to apply "breach of contract" as a means of firing me. third job (first serious CAD job) i got laid off due to the steel prices. fourth job i got furloughed due to covid and laid off later due to lack of contract work at the shop. fourth job i had for a while but got laid off due to the fact that the industry is moving away from kirksite dies. fifth job i quit before I got fired, 6th job they let me go due to a more qualified person being available that the owner was buddies with and they classified it as a layoff to "help me out" if i didnt put them down id have no work experience. i dont get therapy, i dont have insurance and i dont trust therapists. one of them made me feel like my ex was my conquest and that didnt end well when i flew over to meet her.

Lamby @momoichi shiiiiiit he does kinda look like shad! and your right about quanxi! damn i never noticed that shit

The baddest bitch @joemama711 Yeah i was thinking that, also im on chapter 62 and im hating it so much right now.

Lamby @momoichi duuuuude i know, mid story with these weirdos that dont contribute shit to the overall plot and just dip is weird BUT YOU GOTTA HOLD OUT!! youll be so glad you did

The baddest bitch @joemama711 .... nah i literally just finished it and GOD I HATED THIS. I REALLY HATED THE SECOND HALF TO END OF THE STORY. I wish i never finishied it, literally kills off all of them and the planet fucking dies after thousands of years but the two love birds reunite. Nah this pisses me off, ending just as awful as platinum edge.

Lamby @momoichi DUUUUUUUUUDE THAT ENDING WAS SO SWEET HE LISTENED TO THEM HE DIDNT KILL HIMSELF AND HE GOT HIS HAPPY ENDING THATS THE BEST ENDING OF ANY MANGA EVER!!!!

The baddest bitch @joemama711 He LITERALLY FAKED IT TILL HE MADE IT. I CAN NOT AND AM NOT A FAN, I FEEL LIKE FUJIMOTO JUST WANTED HIS READERS TO GO INSANE MID TO THE END as a "HAHA NO OXYGEN TO BRAIN" JOKE. Bruh when he stopped having any kind of humanity or personality of himself i was getting heated, WHY THEY DO SANS SO DIRTY TOO LEAVE THE RETARDED KID ALONE