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"anytime soonish" im heart broken QAQ that means you plan to do it in the future jk jk well you wont have to worry about that with me XD im probably gonna reply whenever i see your message cuz thats how i am. usually if i dont reply its either cuz im busy or just didnt see it. OMG YES if i know you read my message and chose not to reply im gonna flip lmao there is nothing worse than that. haha well people do get married at your age, some people do it right out of highschool so its not strange. what made them say christian mingle? why not eharmony or something? i mean i always see commercials for eharmony. i've never tried any of them though XD i can imagine how awkward it would've been telling them you're single and stuff. but maybe you lucked out, if you did have someone they probably would have asked questions about them. there is nothing wrong with being clingy. if its just taking time out of their day to spend with you, how hard can that be? lol there would be no reason to date you, then not spend time with you. that defeats the purpose of dating. haha i think i can handle them. i had a super hyper mini doberman and she was all over the place. getting her in the cage when it came bed time was like impossible. yeah i'd like to get them all in the same time frame if possible. he was expensive and very adventurous he liked going just about anywhere he could fit in. i remember one day i came home and saw him curled up in a corner and thought it was a wig. i was so confused and when it started moving i got so spooked. now you have me curious, i wanna know what you do in class that makes the kids think you're weird lol being weird isnt a bad thing imo, its better than being normal. normal is so boring, but weird you never know what to expect. yeah its just an online thing, im really shy in person. i tend to like open up when im comfortable with someone, but thats a hard thing to accomplish .-. mainly cuz people never hang with me long enough XD but thanks. hopefully you can too i'll manage somehow, it happens more than you think. idk why people come to me for advice >.> im so bad at giving advice.

ikr? like if im boring someone at least say something lol. here i am trying my best to keep a conversation going, yet you dont say anything back. makes me think i said something weird or like offended them. i have a weird sense of humor so idk if that drives people away. hahaha one of the students asked you if you had a bf or something? thats funny. i feel like every teacher gets that question at one point. kids are curious about that stuff for some reason. i remember the kindergarteners at the school i volunteered for kept thinking my sister was my girlfriend >.> i was like nooooo this is my sister. well i mean ofc, pretending to be happy 24/7 might be bad for you. keeping it bottled in, i dont think is a good thing ^^; yeah its good to be realistic, you wont be let down as much. but what you're looking for seems realistic to me. i mean all you want is a little attention right? if someone had you for a gf im sure that wouldnt be hard to give. maybe every second of everyday would hard ^^; unless like that person lives with you. thats the only way i can see you not getting the attention you want. i love cats too, and dogs XD i'd love to have both if i can. i'd like a husky and pit bull for a dogs, and a cat well im not sure about the different breeds for them. but i'd like to get one of those too. well i mean we could have done something about his claws. i dont think anyone thought about that at the time. but he was an expensive cat as it is XD he only ate stuff like canned chicken and tuna. he wouldnt eat regular cat food. haha you dont seem weird to me. im sure you'll make friends eventually. wish i could say the same for myself, but im still as shy as ever. i mean i've gotten better, now i can properly talk to people. before everything used to be super awkward. but i'll root you on, maybe you can make friends with the teachers there. its just they come to me for things like advice, or ask me why this person might be mad at them. then i gotta go around and ask, only to find out one person did something and the other denies it. now im stuck in between and im like >.> i need to get out of this as fast as i can before i end up in some trouble

haha well im glad you're enjoying yourself. i mean if someone didnt want to talk to me, i feel like they should say that? like an "i dont feel like talking" or something. No reply is worse than hearing you dont want to talk. i reply to just about anyone unless they send something i cant reply to. yeah yeah i get where you're coming from. I dont feel you should bring personal problems into a classroom. That isnt fair to the kids that take time out of their day to learn something. I try to show my happy side to everyone (except maybe my siblings cuz they annoy me XD) i feel like its a great trait to have. lol i'll take your word for it then, you never know? there might really be someone who can do build a rocket from scratch XD i know i cant though, thats for sure. what you're looking for isnt really unreasonable. I can see that as being realistic, ohhh i'd like the attention thing too XD someone who shows me alot of attention is perfect. Im like a little puppy i'll follow you around until you pay attention to me. wait do you own cats? if so, you're super lucky >: i used to have my own that i picked up off the street cuz he looked sick. But i couldnt keep him cuz after he got better he kept scratching my mom's expensive furniture. i feel like in the future im just gonna pick up animals from the streets lmao i'll probably keep doing that until i end up with a petting zoo yeah im super shy irl like i said, so making friends is harder for me. Especially people who like anime. On here everyone likes anime (at least i'd hope so lol) same i try to stay away from conflict but idk why i always get dragged into arguments between friends TwT i cant take a side people i like both of you.

haha no dont worry, dont worry. at least you replied. ohhh ok like when you're sad and stuff? yeah i usually dont tend to show stuff like that. the only emotions you'd probably see is either anger or happiness. whenever im sad i tend to keep it to myself. i mean it cant be that bad can it? unless its something like "he/she has to know how to build a rocket out of pieces of scraps" then i'd have to wish you luck on that one lmao uhhh well sometimes they just leave without word. or they try to get me on something i dont have. yeah keeping in touch with them would be nice but you know? i dont mind making new friends though XD alot of interesting people come through here. there are still a few of us who have been here for more than 1 year. i can tell, you seem like a person who is generally nice (saying this because of how much you apologize. seems like you dont like to get on people's bad side)

its fine lol i get that everyone it busy from time to time, you dont have to worry about it. hard on some days? what do you mean by that? haha its ok i wont yell at you or anything. i have other friends who do the same, so im used to the constant apologizing. im picky myself actually, so i get where you're coming from. but i dont feel im being unreasonable with the things im looking for. i can compromise here and there but more or less i'd like them to be perfect. that way it makes the time we are together more enjoyable :3. oh i wont force you to explain it ^^; if you want to try you can. QAQ i have, so many great friends came and went. kinda sad they left me behind TwT but you can always make new ones right? alot of the people here are nice, so i stick around to annoy them with all my weird antics lmao i'll take that as a compliment >:3 but thank you, you seem pretty nice yourself. hopefully we can become good friends :D

lol you dont have to apologize im just messing with you, i like to joke around alot. being serious all the time is no fun, i prefer joking around all the time and being serious when its really needed. yeah haha payback for the short thing. oh the type of personality im looking for? hmmm someone very open minded, has a great sense of humor, is kind and caring, being faithful is a big one, and acts cute (like you know isnt stuck up, not too dull, just a fun person overall) as far as what i look for in a girl: she has to have things in common with me, can hold conversations well, can accept me for who i am (same way i would for them), and just be themselves XD i dont need to be impressed. all that might sound simple ^^; but there is more too it that i cant really put into words. wbu what do you look for? like 3 year, i came here when i was 17 and fell in love with the community and stayed. haha yeah everyone flocks to one thread and like posts there then like jump from thread to thread. i try to keep a conversation going, but if the person doesnt show interest i just stop. no need to waste their time, let alone mine. i try to make everyone feel welcomed when they talk to me, sort of like a person who you can just talk to about fun stuff or serious stuff when you need to.

"If you wanna try patting a girls head then you need a short girl to do that ;P lol." ^ your words exact lmao -3- if i knew short girls i could pat, i would have by now lol well yeah your height is pretty rare, short girls in general is what i meant. i mean a preference is a preference to me. ofc i have them, but overall im fine with anything as long as their personality fits what im looking for. lol a girl could even be taller than me XD as long as we have that connection you know? ik im just messing with you. yeah you could get lost in the crowd, sometimes in the thread you have so many topics going on at once. i guess i've adapted to it over the years so it doesnt bother me that much. i was shy back when i first started though. but back then there were like 6 people online posting. yeah i get what you mean. Im the same way actually, i prefer one on one talks. But i like actual conversations, not one where i get short replies. i just feel like you cant keep a conversation going with just "lol" or "im fine"

haha yeah you just get used to it and you barely even notice your doing it QAQ rub it in why dont you? i mean short girls are a dime a dozen, but i think the shorter they are the cuter it is XD idk maybe im just a weirdo. or maybe i just like teasing them about being short who knows? haha well why dont you get a TALL guy to help you out lol nah i dont think you're weird. alot of people seem to lurk around the forums and watch over stuff. But its funny that you mention being too shy to post, but not to talk one on one. Im too much of an attention whore not to post stuff, I always like being in the middle of things. well obviously you wont go with someone boring, you might as well go by yourself if that were the case. But its fine, im in no rush. Good things always come to those who wait. I'll pretty much talk to anyone who is up for it.

i feel like people would grow used to it after a while, like if you said sorry all the time they would sort of ignore it and probably wouldnt notice. haha being tiny isnt a bad thing XD like i tell everyone who is short, its a perfect excuse to get a hot tall guy to help you out (i say guys cuz girls tend to be shorter for some reason, and guys are stubborn and might climb the shelf or something) oh just because. its like seeing a puppy or a kitten somewhere, its so adorable you cant help but look at it and say "wow thats cute" pretty bad example ^^; but yeah. besides i blame anime with all the guys patting the girl's head now i want to try it TwT. i dont mind looking young tbh it doesnt bother me as much. are you too shy? or you just like watching all the people interact on the forums? yeah it would, besides if the parachute malfunctioned it would save me the trouble of going through the old people phase of arthritis and weird illnesses you get from old age. not looking forward to that at all .-. i feel like if i went alone i wouldnt have fun, you know? its just you by yourself and you dont know anyone. yeah it would be nice, that way i can annoy them with my weird fangirl moments and have someone to talk to during the show. you're fine haha i dont mind sharing anything about myself. i dont have anything worth hiding tbh its always nice having someone to talk to about stuff.