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I don't talk about my personal life, the happy ones, the bad ones. In both irl and online. The way it sync with each other? Sadly, to be honest I was active on IG because of my vent and pent up anger, but due to people there bullied me following me for years now, the people I know from amino, the people I know from discord, hate to say it but- they cancelled/ban my account, now... I did had a back up spare, it was for my cosplay but I abandoned it because I no longer cosplay anymore, but due to what happened, I abandoned the people I care about it on there, they knew what was happening, but I didn't want them to get involved, because the last time I did on discord, who I trusted turned against me, I know they nice. They really.. Really nice... I didn't want to take it away, so yeah. So I'm sorry guys, I know I'm a horrible person... For abandoning again, I found a place where I hope I move into again, you all have been so patient, waiting and waiting.... I feel absolutely horrible because of the way things are right now, dont bother finding me on other social media where I might be "possible" to move into, because a person who in MaiOtaku apparently ruined. So direct it towards the person who tried to stalk me, who tried to find me in everywhere online. Direct it. Towards him. Like they say "there gotta be that one person would ruined it".

In Amino that is now shut down, I tried to get back into it but all those hurtful memories, it wasn't bad, I wasn't abandoned, I had an online mom, a dad, friends who I can connect with, they didn't ghost me, they told me they had enough, I respected it. Because I knew that some day it will come to our little meeting ends. Discord was different, the way I moved, I dare say, it gave me lots of things, a boyfriend, a friend/bestie, a mom and a dad. Though, it was that they ghosted Mex without telling me why. Discord had a lot I don't remember but keep it in mind, it did sync with my irl life, my parents, siblings, irl friends, homework, assignments and exams. School and online community was my only save zone away from my parents as well as those stressful schools activities and what not. Sadly I was bullied online, being called a pdf, an ai, a robot, an NPC, that was how my NPC started, since that day on... I left discord, I left... The people I cared behind, didn't want to get them involved with drama, bulling, e sex and e dating. And then... I come back, with a new account, 2019 right after everything happened, made new friends, a boyfriend again, a mom, a dad. It made me wonder... Why don't I have friends like that... In irl, a boyfriend in irl too? It confused me till this day, and here I am. Moving into a new house. Where I hope... I can feel accepted. Feel at ease, feel at home where everyone abandond me, but I abandoned them. Part 2

I want to day thing that I have never mention to any one ever since I come this far because I cut ties with some of yall of my parents kicking me out, it was the most devastating part of irl and online it kind of sucks because it took me time to heal and now I'm back in 3 years, thing is. I was like "you know what? Lets find a community to move in to" because wayyy wayyy before I was with Amino it's an anime type community thing, but it shut down now but I was no longer active there since.... 2019? But then I remembered discord that I created back in 2018 so I log in there, keep it in mind it did sync with irl too so it made it difficult for me in BOTH WORLDS, but simply because I got tired of my parents abuses because school was my comfort zone and online was also my comfort zone. P. 1

I don't know what to do, i'm crying as I type this down! Ive been struggling so much, for the last 6 weeks, Ive neglected my 3 cats yet again, because of my tenancy is at risk ALL BECAUSE OF THE PEOPLE NEXT DOOR THREW TRASH AT MY PLACE, NOT TO MENTION CIGARETTE AND A CHAIR!!! and the landlord was complaining how FULL AND STINKY MY BIN WAS?!?! SAYS YOU ONLY BIN DAY ON TUESDAY!?! NOT TO MENTION I HAVE 3 CATS NOW!!!!! Ive been so struggling so had because last week on Friday my oldest male cat got desex and it was already bleeding :(((( I didn't have enough funds to go back to the vet again :(((((( it was still bloody hot and I was shopping too :((!!!! It really scks, I mind as well give up all 3 of my cat out of THE STREETS and live with my abusive parents :((( THE REASON WHY IM LIVING IN THIS APARTMENT WAS BECAUSE OF THE GOVERNMENT FUNDING FOR HOMELESSNESS!!!! IT REALLY SCKS!!!!!!! :((!!!! I don't want to keep living anymore, I'm only 20 and already struggling so bad, you know what's funny? When I was shopping alone carrying a heavy load, someone come to help me and I almost cry because I never wanted to see anyone or any of you guys to see me struggling because I dealt stuff like this before, and when they helped me get back home they said "where is your husband?" My heart stopped :((( so I lied said "Oh! Hes at work" :((((( I hate everything I don't understand anything all because of my parents!!! And my irl friends couldn't EVEN HELP ME AFTER GRADUATION and I cut ties with them because I knew they were fake ass :((((( not to mention I knew the signs because they called me pdf before graduation :((( I'm all alone and don't understand anything, my friends who I thought friends just jealous that I'm living alone :(((( they arnt good example of friends and I knew that :(((!!

Happy valentines day everyone, may you find what you are looking for. I'm glad that I took a break off the internet, because it's so chaotic here, everyday is so stressful for the last 5 weeks, it's 6 included this week, it's been very very stressful :(((( I'm happy y'all are very patient with me this time, I'm forever greatful for all of your patience with me dealing with irl stuff :(((?

GUYSSSS DON'T BOTHER FINDING ME ON SOCIAL MEDIA?!??!!! WHAT???? When I'm not clearly active? Did y'all got to desperate...? I'm sorry- but I've been trying to keep myself online here as possible but sadly my one little kitten female come back because one of the neighbors DIDN'T look out for her, so I have 3,2 boys and 1 female. I hate to say it but there was a lot going on now that I had to dealt then, please don't try this ever again. Even if you see mee on else where or "think" it's me with the same username on else where, please don't bother and follow em because um not active on there, as muh as I hate to say it. This is my new home. I'm trying to settle in like a house? And you telling me I should go back and move one place to another? Please... Ive been through too much and even now. I'm legit going to leave this site soon if y'all acting like children like my parents were 1 week ago. Please don't make things harder as it looks. Thank you. Ive been trying REALLY REALLY HARD.

Hay guys, sorry I haven't been active a lot of things happen, my 8 week kitten stopped eating and playing of course I took him to the vet knowing my budget was out of league. Hes all better now, hes playing and eating, oh though... I'll like to continue monitoring him for a while longer, it was caused by me because I neglected him for a just 1 or so, because I care for my own health, of course I get up and feed my cats and go back to rest but during that time while I was on my break I didn't noticed my poor black kitten was in bad shape. Hes all better now but still I'll like to be offline for a just a bit longer to monitor him, I won't make the same mistake again. As for you lot, yes YOU. I'm not asking it again, stop saying we should switch platform because I said it 10x that I quit social media, learn to grow up and be proper adult, I'm only 20 and it sounds like you LOT sounds like birds to me. I won't ask again. I QUIT SOCIAL MEDIA, THIS IS MY NEW HOME. UNDERSTAND.

Hay guys while I'm online now usually I'm here at 12am midnight in AUS time zone, sadly though I won't be able to make it everyday so don't expect me to be here everyday which I am trying TO BE HERE everyday XDDD but it's tough looking after an 8 week kitten!? Is my first the way I never knew it would be this difficult it's like a human baby instead... It's a cat? Not only that the poor fell gets bullied by my bigger cat. That aside just for now. FOR NOW. I'm just here for only temporary TwT and after that I'm going to rest more because right now they both asleep usually they dont- it caused me to stay up all night for 4 days straight

Guys! I'm so sorry- if the website didn't work I must have click on the invite XDDD if it still doesn't work it's okay- and can we please stop saying "do you use discord? Wechat, Line, Snapchat" what not, because I quit them a long time ago while I was still active back then, it doesn't mean I get to do what you want to do because that's yours, not mine. So can we please drop it, it gave me so much grief and I don't think I can ever come back to those, I thought maiotaku was already been decided BY ME, I feel like I can REALLY belong here, maybe unless y'all are- well... I don't know Im still getting things, it's like I moved to a new house and still settling in you know? :( Ive been online for many years, and I slowly quit one after another because I couldn't settle in, nor I feel like I dont belong there anymore because of the amount of grief I have received. So please understand. If not, I mind as block you, easy as that. No complaints, because I dealt with so much already. I hope maiotaku is my home where I come back online everyday https://w2g.tv/en/ https://www.watchparty.me/

https://w2g.tv/en/room/mobile/?access_key=za0fxcb76cpxd977lhtjy6 https://www.watchparty.me/watch/difficult-use-tell For y'all wondering give these link a try unless you know some other alternatives, because I don't use social media anymore, we can watch and hang out and chat there! The 2nd link works best for me! Lets have lots of y'all!!! Also, if it doesn't work it's okay! Don't dwell/stress, because there are so many other sites besides social media, if I found these Links, then there are more out there! Okay?