doperganger13

The hardest part? Where do I even begin? I shut people down. I am too afraid of getting dependent on someone for emotional support. I don't want to run back to the person when the world shuns at me. Yet I want to. I need a shelter. I don't get sexually aroused around a man who needs my gonads for sexual satisfaction. I don't derive pleasure out of things done casually or things people call having fun. No one has the time in this world. People no more want to invest time in people. Its pretty simple you can jump from one person by swiping right. I don't even know what is the hardest part but I feel I have to blend in like most people! Act like I don't have time because if I do, people will keep fucking me up. I don't quite get how the world runs, one big fat rat race! So now you know why I am not able to date anyone!