@poisonivy92 Have you ever been called this overused buzzword? A coworker who smokes, drinks and committed fornication called me that when I said, "I'm autistic!", because I'm nothing like his "five-year old cousin". Family and friends disagree with him. My most loyal uncle told me quote, "Although you have narcissistic traits, none of them are toxic." Stepmother called me "narcissistic" but denies that I am a "narcissist". Mother called me "Hitler", but apologized. Not everyone is against us. But bad people exist whether neurodivergent or not. "Covert" is "cynical jerk" and "Overt" or "Grandiose" is "elitist bastard". But let us all readers remember... https://i.imgur.com/BQcdVQW.jpeg https://i.imgur.com/sqwQz9I.jpeg https://i.imgur.com/FugmENy.jpeg

How come white people can't defeat pride? They so smart and brilliant. I believe nothing can hide from you because I been observing your brilliance whether it be dark or light you think fucking hard. I think you choose not to see the answers. How come your pride satiates your hunger for understanding and connectedness. I thought your quest for understanding and connecting dots was undefeated don't tell me it stops at humans. I know your mind can conquer any problem. So why are you satiated with pride as if your understanding has achieved perfection. I seen the beauty of your problem solving. Why are you settling for less than. I wish you would make the problems bend to the beauty of your mind. You stop cultivating it. Those beautiful answers you once envisioned and pushed into the world for us to marvel at. You can make human relationships bend to that same beauty of your mind a black person shouldn't be trying to give you back your sauce you was always destined to solve beautifully but you forgot to bend the problems to the beauty of your mind. Instead you let tge problems bend you to ugliness. Maybe I'm just projecting but I don't think I am. I'm black and I tell you it's fun fighting for this world exceeding your brains limit of understanding each day. I will understand you one day because it's a challenge and our lives depend on it. What happen to your drive all that connected searching you do in your science but you choose to not see how we are connected you sure are strange but your worth understanding. I highly think you choose to be blind and not see. It's so strange I will never know why. How can you pretend to not have eyes with your brilliance. I could cry because I know you love information but you won't or can't take it all in. But, I just don't know why. You think I mean be soft when I say make the problems bend to the beauty of your mind. I don't. I mean be that mfer who brings that eye opening truth and discipline us with the beauty of your mind. Which means discipline but with a air of beauty to it. I know you can do it. Whatever man this is bullshit I will understand you one day. Yall don't know who tf you are and this shit sucks.

Also, can we be allowed the use of a few more carriage returns. I think after 10 or so our ability to paragraph disappears. Any way to increase that +5.