I highly recommend Killer is Dead - while it's no Devil May Cry 3, I do think that game deserves far more attention for just how insane and weird it is which in turn makes it pretty dang great!

I have the original versions of PC, both the original and Riptide are REALLY wonky games but there is something very enjoyable about them. In a weird way they remind me of Dark Messiah of Might and Magic in their combat, that game probably has the best first person melee combat system ever and is so much better with the cool physics and magic stuff you can do - creating a floor of ice and watching orcs fall to their death in fun af :D

Nothing, Told my self a long time ago that the only way I could fail is if I give up or if I die, and the first option isn't really an option to me. Never had money, nor any rational motivation to do so, Nothing but a hunger for success and life. So far it's going pretty good, with it's share amount of heart-ache along the way, but without struggle there cannot be any progress.

Racism? It's a mere word that has no carries no meaning in the west anymore. People overuse it these days to the point where it has lost its very definition. It's very much like the phrase 'feminism' in that regard.

Talking to a girl is the same as talking to anyone else. Like yaasshat said don't pressure yourself into thinking a girl as a potential partner. I used to make the same mistake before and it just created unneeded stress. Be yourself, make small talk and see how it plays out. Most of them will ignore you/make small talk then leave but you might catch someones interest. Good Luck.