@gabriel_true https://youtu.be/2NvGsrnit30

If you are looking for the word that means caring about someone beyond all rationality and wanting them to have everything they want no matter how much it destroys you, its love and when you love someone you just you don’t stop. EVER. Even when people roll their eyes or call you crazy. Even then. Especially then! You just don’t give up because if u could give up. If u could just u know take the whole worlds advice and move on and find someone else that wouldn’t be love. That would be that would be some other thing. That’s not worth fighting for. Well thats just my opinion I guess

I don’t know what I did wrong.. everything I did so far was right for me.. I wasn’t desperate anymore, I wasn’t the same person I was before. But I guess in everyone else’s eyes it’s wrong. True that I can’t make people happy and I won’t do that, but it irks me that people just questions everything I say. I don’t want to fall apart again just because of some stupid little thing. I was doing so good... but I don’t know if I even take this site anymore because of the stress I had on the secondary account. I might quit, I might not... I just can’t take the stress.