Judal from magi in anime and comics, Loki? hmm maybe him or Joker.

Well for one they aren't very good friends or as good as you think they are if they laugh in your when you confess, That's quite low. Now I'm not saying if their a good person they'll automatically say yes, Because it doesn't. But it does mean they won't laugh at or degrade you for doing so. You're already confessing yourself so your better then many people in that regard, But you should do it pretty soon after you certain of your feelings. Look at it this way if they say no, Okay then why wait to ask them if it's just turning you into a nervous wreck, and if they say yes then VICTORY. Fear of rejection is worse then rejection, The quicker you learn this the better. Remember every time someone says no that's one less person you have to go through to find the guy or girl for you. There's a person for everyone don't worry, that's for certain and when your feeling down about your position just remember their are many people in worse and go on anyways, So you can aswell. Never give up, I think anime teaches this message, But it's true. Sure you may not find someone now, or maybe not even half a decade from now, But if you keep trying, you will, Of that I am certain. There is many things wrong with us all, If we only saw faults then we'd never love anyone. Just asking this question, tells me many things about you, Your humble enough to ask instead of demand and think your better then others, Your insecure about yourself, Learn to be pride of yourself it will help you make friends and potential lovers easier, Your a good person after all I can tell, My guts telling me that much so I'm certain 100% that if you keep trying you'll find someone. Now that's not to say disregard you faults, Everyone should try to better themselves, But you only see faults in others, so that should also mean that you shouldn't only look at the faults that you have. Be proud of who you are and your good qualities and even if it doesn't seem at times like you don't have many, Trust me you do. Hoped I helped some and if not ehh well I guess I better try harder, I wish you good tidings and luck in your desires.

As a young male, I'd prefer a girl around the same age maybe a two year age gap down and up to around three or four age gap if older. I was never interested romantically in girls too much older or younger, Guess it's not my style hehe. Though I can see why others would, For one a woman that's older could provide them better with their sexual needs just out of experience. Plus odds are they got a good job by then as well, or better then the one you have at the moment. So I can see where the appeal comes from.

Thermidor (Armored Core for Answer, League Route) Apprentice (Phantasy Star Online 2) Gwyn, Artorias, Sif, Quelaag (Dark Souls) Ethereal Queen (TriAce Games' recurring bonus boss)

I still like Capcom vs. SNK 2. It has a lot of characters, different fighting styles with the different Grooves, and I love the system, stages, and music.

Chrollo would win because of how he can use other peoples techniques. But Hisoka could win because he plans his battles out, or so it seems. I think, Hisoka would win though. Like, come on! Chrollo got tricked by Kurapika. So as long as Hisoka out smarts him he can win.

The feelings of not being able to do what you want. Being confined to a room with the constant whirring and buzz both in and out of your room. People barging in with only a few knocks as an indication of entrance, or maybe even a warning. Note that I say indication, not a request. They come in regardless of what you say. Even if you're in the bathroom, they'll just come back and bother you again. If it's real bad, you can't even go to the bathroom, and you can't really move all that much. Or even talk to the people around you. Some of the lucky ones get a button for when they're in pain, they press it and suddenly they're not in pain. Man, those guys are lucky. And don't get me started on the sleep. In my experience, there isn't very much of that going on. You feel jittery, you're laying in a bed that isn't your own, and sometimes the bed sounds like it's super old. If they have to, they'll even put stickers onto your body and you'll be hearing constant music for a while. It's not any good music either, it's just a bunch of beep beep beeping. Sometimes it gets faster, but then the people come in and tell you to try and calm down. Or even try give you stuff to make you calm down. I guess you can call it some sort of really crappy trance musics with only a few notes as part of the measure. I'll tell you what. It's not something anyone would dance to, or even download and listen to on their phone. Unless you're some sort of weirdo person. Another thing. The other people around you. Not necessarily the people who barge into your room, but the other people in the place. You hear their machines, the music they're hearing. You sometimes even get to see them if you're the social type and like to walk around. Even better, sometimes you get to hear them sing if they're the kind of people who like the entire world and the next universe to hear their wonderful tones of hurt and pain. And now here I am, sitting here. Listening to this crappy, lifeless music. The uninterrupted interruptions into my room. The screams of protest that the bed makes when you move it. My neighbors and they're affixes and they're lovely little ballads. Can't sleep. Can't rest. This bed sucks. Most of my neighbors are like older than me or have nothing in common with me. This place sucks. Man, I hate being in the hospital... And I've been in the hospital dozens of times.

Winter is my favorite season. I like the cold weather. When I used to live in Virginia, I'd look forward to seeing the snowy hills and mountains.

Once you hit 21, life starts to suck more and more. Enjoy that birthday, it's all downhill from there.