I remember the first time I ever got it I tried saying "help me" and it came out in a very faint whisper, hardly comprehensible. Then I heard someone laughing. Can be scary indeed.

I'm not saying Bush was any better...I actually think that Bush did an almost as terrible job as Obama is (possibly even worse by even getting us involved in the middle east to fucking begin with) But, at most Bush invaded our privacy. Obama is invading our rights. I shouldn't have to be forced to buy into insurances (insurance is bullshit), Obama worsened the Patriot Act, not only making TSA screenings worse, but also increasing the amount of security checkpoints meaning more harrasment. He also added to the Patriot Act in the worst possible way allowing for AMERICAN CITIZENS to be executed without due process. Oh yeah, is your driveway connected to a public road? It's not your driveway anymore.

Apparently I laugh in my sleep a lot....though one time when I was in the merchant mariner academy (all the guys in a class sleep in the same room in bunks) I had been making demonic sounds and talking all demonic like in my sleep >.> everyone woke up and I got woken up by one of the guys poking me with a broom stick xD good times...good times.

Ehh I never believed he's dead, My gut told me that by how arima was acting and how the chapter went. Plus you do know now theirs a sequel mange called Tokyo Ghoul:re right? You should check it out if you already haven't.

Well here barely anyone watches anime and the one's I know that do, I got them into. Though I have seen more female Otaku if I'm being honest so eh, Guess it depends on the area. Though I will still try to convert as many people to anime as I possible or get rid of the bad name it has here.

Judal from magi in anime and comics, Loki? hmm maybe him or Joker.

Well for one they aren't very good friends or as good as you think they are if they laugh in your when you confess, That's quite low. Now I'm not saying if their a good person they'll automatically say yes, Because it doesn't. But it does mean they won't laugh at or degrade you for doing so. You're already confessing yourself so your better then many people in that regard, But you should do it pretty soon after you certain of your feelings. Look at it this way if they say no, Okay then why wait to ask them if it's just turning you into a nervous wreck, and if they say yes then VICTORY. Fear of rejection is worse then rejection, The quicker you learn this the better. Remember every time someone says no that's one less person you have to go through to find the guy or girl for you. There's a person for everyone don't worry, that's for certain and when your feeling down about your position just remember their are many people in worse and go on anyways, So you can aswell. Never give up, I think anime teaches this message, But it's true. Sure you may not find someone now, or maybe not even half a decade from now, But if you keep trying, you will, Of that I am certain. There is many things wrong with us all, If we only saw faults then we'd never love anyone. Just asking this question, tells me many things about you, Your humble enough to ask instead of demand and think your better then others, Your insecure about yourself, Learn to be pride of yourself it will help you make friends and potential lovers easier, Your a good person after all I can tell, My guts telling me that much so I'm certain 100% that if you keep trying you'll find someone. Now that's not to say disregard you faults, Everyone should try to better themselves, But you only see faults in others, so that should also mean that you shouldn't only look at the faults that you have. Be proud of who you are and your good qualities and even if it doesn't seem at times like you don't have many, Trust me you do. Hoped I helped some and if not ehh well I guess I better try harder, I wish you good tidings and luck in your desires.

As a young male, I'd prefer a girl around the same age maybe a two year age gap down and up to around three or four age gap if older. I was never interested romantically in girls too much older or younger, Guess it's not my style hehe. Though I can see why others would, For one a woman that's older could provide them better with their sexual needs just out of experience. Plus odds are they got a good job by then as well, or better then the one you have at the moment. So I can see where the appeal comes from.