Harboring ill will is a poison that will eat you from the inside out. When it fuels revenge it can sometimes transmogrify one into what they sought to harm or worse. Anger leads to hate, hate leads to suffering, the dark side are these....

I'll do whip up some quick artwork tonight and post here. Are u interested in my services ;D? But you can go to my profile - pictures to see some traditional work i did back in 2008 and 2010 ish. They are quick sketches the Mugen and Spike one (15-30min). The coffee ones are when I use to work as a barista. Then the Jinx one was quick sketch, a bit longer (30min-1hr). But of course the commission work isn't going to be a sketch. I will fully render it in color (all done in digital) I am new to the world of commissions, so I assume I send you a high res image of it.

I'll just pitch in to say that asexual people can still love, so, if the only problem is sex, there's some things that can be done if you really need it... If she's open-minded enough, you can ask her about the possibility of casual sex with others, polyamory, or swinging... but these take a very open mind and very high level of trust. If either of you will get jealous, it could just damage your relationship(but in turn, also develop it more if both your true feelings are communicated). Then, there is abstinence or celibacy, if she cannot handle the idea of you doing anything with anyone else. You could still masturbate, and nobody should have any problems with that, it's acceptable in any kind of relationship. It's possible(if she's not grossed out by it), that she might be willing to help you to masturbate, but then I don't see it as being enjoyable for her if she does not like sex or watching others do it.

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Some of my cosplay are bought and some are made by me when my sewing machine was still working :D while the props is made to order cause I don't know how to make swords and armor :D If you're asking about making cosplay well you can ask youtube about it but when a sew my cosplays (mostly skirts and fluffy dresses) I make sure to get my measurements, how many pleat will be done is skirts and allowance for the upper and lower part of the costume, also the ruffles will be a little bit longer than the skirts of where ever part you gonna pot it in.. oh yeah the hardest part is finding the right pattern of fabric for it thats what complicated about making it:D