Confessions

im a fujoshi. i do art, but i suck at it. i like singing but i still suck at it too XD

I confess I dont get how lesbian/gay trans people work. like isnt the point to being lesbian/gay not to have dick if ur a girl or pussy if ur a guy? xD i don't think thats how it works. In a way ur "straight" yeah if you identify as a female but still like women (while still having a penis) its just trippy tho to say ur lesbian or gay ^^; and if that were the case wouldnt the other person be straight? Because obviously if they want dick or pussy they would just go after someone who is opposite gender. Im thinking too hard on this tbh

I collected so many foreign words about occultism from that dictionary Interesting, someday I will do some research on what i am unfamiliar with..Kherbet; Kobold; Lucidity; Gramary; Golem (this reminded me of an old German movie I planned to see)...

I confess there is nothing like true pain when I had an ex who had a miscarriage but she lied about it and got an abortion behind my back with out even telling me some of my friends new the whole entire time and didn't tell me and they know when this subject comes up truama triggers my brain and I start crying and my brain can't process my friends saw me get drunk beyond stupid they held me when I was in tears wanting to die pretended they didn't know anything they knew the whole fucking time I don't how to process this I feel like I can't trust anyone now I was so vulnerable they lied to me