Confessions

Today, somebody asked me “what’s on the news is always true?” I answered: “Author writing news articles in the languages they are best at” ...I’m not sure if my answer is to the point...

I confess my girl friend is so adorable she randomly comes into the room after she has a bath and wraps her self in a blanket like a burrito and I ask her if she is cold and she said in the cutest voice "no I wanna be a blanket monster rawr" she is adorable my heart is melting

I cant stop thinking about suicide, the past few weeks have been rough but ive been trying not to show it... ive been talking to people again which has been nice but its just making it worse... hearing how well its going for others just makes it worse... Or trying to give advice that im not sure if i even believe makes me question everything... I dont know how much longer i can do this, but ive never told anyone because i dont want it to seem like i just want the attention, or people to think about me differently... Everyone has their probs so why share mine, or if i do will people still want to talk to me?????????? Tbh tho i dont think talking to anyone would help so is there even a reason to tell anyone? I dont know whats wrong with me lately...