Confessions

@crazy lmfao military? New? You got some jokes my guy. Im getting a used one tomorrow and a used one when i deploy. Hopefully these dudes dont set me up for failure like last time. Gave me a mask with no filters. I was going into the gas chamber and had to borrow one filter from another dude

I confess I'm probably most responsive and chatty 1or 2 days per week when I am not stressed out by real life~http://wx4.sinaimg.cn/large/87d788b2gy1fzhwcepz4rg20c806a1kx.gif

@SisEnki https://i.kym-cdn.com/photos/images/original/000/906/854/e87.gif You did good little sis

I am depressed. My brain and my fear of loneliness keep dragging me down. I keep reaching out for love and everytime they turn away to let me keep falling into this abyss called depression. I want out. I need out of this abyss. I am tired and sick of it controlling me. I don't wanna give up. I am too hard headed to give up living due to fear and doubt and depression. I can't stop living, because somewhere out there is someone who needs me here in this world. So if I can't live for me I will live for them. https://i.imgur.com/DAUCIHG.gif

Therapy can definitely help you. It's never wrong to get help. I've been going through similar circumstances and have chosen therapy. I start this month but am very hopeful. It's important to realize that happiness starts within, and should only be complimented by other people, instead of being the only source.