Confessions

Maybe it's just me, however, reading what you put up there it almost seems as if you would be happier if you didn't put so much effort into him and just went along with it!!

I don't have much to confess since I am open and don't really lie about anything (anymore, I did as a child) But I guess a good start is I hurt somebody badly, very badly - physically, to the extent that it almost became a criminal issue (it is resolved now so I feel okay talking about it) Even though I was protecting a young girl from ..... rape..... I still went too far. And I have not liked that about my self ever since. I even felt responsible because it was at my house that it almost happened. It might sound weird to be so off put by some violence that I committed considering, but I abhor violence (among other things such as inaction, and manipulation of the bad manner)

I get it baka.... I have dealt with people like that, mainly ex's and girls but a few guy friends too. It's hard when you are being the best friend you can be and they just don't seem to trust that your intentions are pure enough to be okay with what they really want. And all other kinds of thoughts pop into your head. Your not crazy here.... don't worry.

I visit this site only when I am depressed or when my girlfriend fucks me up. So I can low-key betrayal her with this “dating site”.