Confessions

I confess Valentine's Day coming up is making me.. anxious, nervous? Not because of why you think though. More, I'm rooting for you all (honestly I am *waves cheerleader pompoms*) but if everything goes well (which I hope it does), some of you might start going more quiet, stop talking to me altogether or unfriend me, but I get why. I've worded this so badly.

you guys should do some kinda rabb.it stream of some romance anime or something for valentines day that way you can spend it all together as best buds

I confess that when it comes to relationships are not the best daytime but who is as nobody is perfect but it seems like more and more people expect me to either be a guinea pig or Bell to there when when I'm literally the male main protagonist cuz I know that it sounds bad but I always try my best to make sure that the person I'm dating is happy but I am not going to lower myself to being somebody's pawn. Valentine's Day is coming up so I might as well just write poems and that's what I have been doing since February had started where I'm writing poems for people and not really caring who they are or what the poem is about as long as it has something to do with anime. Sadly I don't think that I am going to be in a relationship with anybody for Valentine's Day because my ex is long distance and she is literally extremely emo to the point where it brings me down knowing that she is down and even when I try to tell her reasons why she should be happier it doesn't really help and the last girl that I talk to hear that was on MO ....she was more interested in a relationship that was distant but not long distant where she is literally the boss of the relationship..... Seriously it is bad when stuff like that happens and it really sucks. Now I am just hoping that I can at least get some chocolate for Valentine's Day as I'm not really into doing the whole card thing when the people who are giving me cards are literally giving me those cards that I could buy at a grocery store all on my own as I rather have something from the heart then something that I could buy with my own money.....

and my backup plan for Valentine's Day is to shoot the wings off of cupid hoping that he falls on his ass and I can stab two knives into his baby makers.

I confess that I've got the day off work. So I believe I'm going to spend that time binging Jacksepticeye's Resident Evil 2 series on YouTube.

I confess sometimes I feel like unfriending everybody on every platform would be less heartache so then I won't keep getting unfriended what feels like every 5 minutes.